She looked at me with wide eyes and I could see that she had a question.
“Only if that’s okay with you.” I whispered into her ear, but I could see that something was still on her mind. “What is it, Clementine?”
“Is that something you do with a lot of girls?” She bit her lower lip and looked away.
“Never.” I shook my head. “I’ve never entered another girl without a condom on, not even if they told me they were on the pill.” I told her honestly. “I’ve never even considered it.”
“Oh.” She blushed and I saw a small smile on her face.
“This is because of you. This is special.” I kissed her shoulder, my heart thumping and my stomach curdling. I was starting to feel uneasy about my emotions. I felt like I was coming under some sort of spell and I didn’t like it.
“I want to feel you inside of me again.” She whispered and I smiled.
“Soon, it’ll take me some time to recover.” I grinned at her. “I’m not superman.”
“I want to feel it without the condom.” She whispered at me and I froze.
“What do you mean?”
“I just want you to enter me, just so I know how it feels without the condom.”
“I don’t know.” I sighed hesitantly. There was nothing I wanted more.
“Please, Rhett.”
“Fine.” I groaned and ran my hands to my c**k and rubbed it until it got semi-hard. “I’m not going to f**k you.”
“I know.” She smiled at me and I kissed her again. When my c**k was a bit harder, I entered her slowly. She wasn’t as wet this time, so I ran my fingers over her ni**les and along her clit again. She was wet again within seconds and I groaned as I felt her juices covering my cock. “Oh, it feels so good.” She moaned and started moving her body.
“Clementine.” I closed my eyes and moved my c**k in and out of her slowly. I knew I was playing with fire, but I couldn’t resist.
“Ssh.” She grinded her hips back against me and I held on to them and started moving back and forth with more urgency. By this time, I was extremely hard and both of us knew that this wasn’t a simple, let me feel it inside of me maneuver. I was f**king her and she was loving it. My hands reached up and squeezed her br**sts and then I pushed her down flat on her stomach and lay on her back and f**ked her slowly. She moaned and moved underneath me and then I pulled out and stopped.
“Oh,” She moaned and rolled over.
“I can’t f**k you without a condom, Clementine. I don’t want to get you pregnant.”
Her eyes widened at my words and she nodded. I sighed and pulled her towards me. I knew how easy it was to forget about protection when in the heat of the moment. I felt guilty for getting carried away so quickly. I grabbed another condom and pulled it on and then entered her again. This time, there was nothing slow and soft about my movements. I f**ked her hard and fast so that she was screaming out my name. We both came at the same time this time, and I grinned as her eyes rolled in her head as she scratched my back and started breathing heavily. Sex with Clementine was wonderful. Better than I could have ever imagined. A part of me was glad that we’d gone to this step in our relationship. I was fine with being best friends and having sex. As long as we stopped here, everything would be absolutely perfect.
Chapter Eleven
"So how are we going to do this?" I asked her awkwardly as I drove to Nanna's house.
"Do what?" She grinned at me. "I'm not sure I'm ready for car sex."
"Very funny." I rolled my eyes though the thought of car sex was very appealing. "I mean what are we going to tell your parents?"
"What are you talking about?" She looked confused.
"About us..." I gave her a quick look as my stomach dropped. I could feel sweat building up on my forehead.
"There's nothing to tell." She shrugged. "Unless you want me to tell them you deflowered me."
"Very funny." I frowned. "I mean are you sure we shouldn't tell them something?"
"Rhett, what would we tell them? That we've moved our friendship up to the next level and that we don't mean a relationship, we mean friends with benefits." She laughed. "I think not."
"You're fine with that?" I looked at her suspiciously.
"I already told you that suits me fine,"
"I see." I kept my eyes forward, not sure why I wasn't happier. Clementine was being so grown up about everything. If I'd known that she'd be down for friends with benefits, I would have asked her earlier. Though I couldn’t say that I felt ecstatic about the situation.
"So Jake is super excited about moving in with you."
"Your parents are going to let him?"
"Yeah." She grinned. "He talked them into it."
"Awesome."
"Yeah it will be. We won't be able to hook up at your place then."
"What are you talking about?" I pulled over to the side of the road and stopped, my heart beating fast.
"We can't hook up in your room when Jake is there, what if he sees us?"
"I don't care if he sees us." I gave her a direct look. "I don't care if he sees me running around like a monkey."
"Rhett, he can't see us. It will make things complicated."
"So?" I shrugged. "I don't care."
"I don't want my parents to know." She nibbled her lower lip.
"Why not?" I knew my voice was starting to sound pissed, but I was getting angry. Was Clementine ashamed to be with me?
"Because this isn't serious, they would be disappointed."
"Are you disappointed?" I asked softly and looked into her eyes to try and figure out what her emotions were inside.
"I'm fine." She grabbed my hands. "I knew when I went into this what your story was."
"What my story was?" I repeated and frowned. "What does that mean?"
"I know you don't do relationships."
"I see." My stomach churned at her words. Was she trying to use me as an excuse to not want a relationship with me?
"Let's not worry about this now." She sat back in the seat. "Let's go, my parents will be wondering where we are."
"Fine." I started the engine again, feeling put off. I wanted to talk about what was going on, but I didn't really understand myself.
"Last night was fantastic by the way." She touched my arm. "Better than I ever thought it could be."