“Not normal for here, Vi.”
“And how would you know? I can hear you being surprised by just about everything they say. Didn’t they have a school where you’re from? Didn’t you learn anything?”
“History ain’t so important when yer just trying to survive,” I say, spitting it out under my breath.
“That’s actually when it’s most important,” Hildy says, standing at the end of the table. “And if this silly argument twixt ye two ain’t enough to prove yer tired, then yer tired beyond all sense. C’mon.”
Viola and I glare at each other but we get up and follow Hildy into a large common room.
“Todd!” Manchee barks from a corner, not getting up from the mutton bone Tam gave him earlier.
“We’ve long since took over our guest rooms for other purposes,” Hildy says. “Ye’ll have to make do on the settees.”
We help her make up some sheets and beds, Viola still scowling, my Noise a buzzy red.
“Now,” Hildy says when we’re all done. “Apologize to each other.”
“What?” Viola says. “Why?”
“I don’t see how this is any of yer business,” I say.
“Never go to sleep on an argument,” Hildy says, hands on hips, looking like she ain’t never gonna budge and would be pleased to see someone try and make her. “Not if ye want to stay friends.”
Viola and I don’t say nothing.
“He saved yer life?” Hildy says to Viola.
Viola looks down before finally saying, “Yeah.”
“That’s right, I did,” I say.
“And she saved yers at the bridge, didn’t she?” Hildy says.
Oh.
“Yes,” Hildy says. “Oh. Don’t ye both think that counts for something?”
We still don’t say nothing.
Hildy sighs. “Fine. Any two pups so close to adulthood could maybe be left to their own apologies, I reckon.” She makes her way out without even saying good night.
I turn my back on Viola and she turns her back on me. I take off my shoes and get myself under the sheet on one of Hildy’s “settees” which seems to be just a fancy word for couch. Viola does the same. Manchee leaps up on my settee and curls himself by my feet.
There’s no sound except my Noise and a few crackles from a fire it’s too hot for. It can’t be much later than dusk but the softness of the cushions and the softness of the sheet and the too-warm of the fire and I’m already pretty much closing my eyes.
“Todd?” Viola says from her settee across the room.
I swim up from sinking down to sleep. “What?”
She don’t say nothing for a second and I guess she must be thinking of her apology.
But no.
“What does your book say you’re supposed to do when you get to Farbranch?”
My Noise gets a bit redder. “Never you mind what my book says,” I say. “That’s my property, meant for me.”
“You know when you showed me the map back in the woods?” she says. “And you said we had to get to this settlement? You remember what was written underneath?”
“Course I do.”
“What was it?”
There ain’t no poking in her voice, not that I can hear, but that’s gotta be what it is, ain’t it? Poking?
“Just go to sleep, will ya?” I say.
“It was Farbranch,” she says. “The name of the place we’re meant to be heading.”
“Shut up.” My Noise is getting buzzy again.
“There’s no shame in not being able to–”
“I said, shut up!”
“I could help you–”
I get up suddenly, dumping Manchee off the settee with a thump. I grab my sheets and blanket under my arm and I stomp off to the room where we ate. I throw them on the floor and lay down, a room away from Viola and all her meaningless, evil quiet.
Manchee stays in there with her. Typical.
I close my eyes but I don’t sleep for ages and ages.
Till I finally do, I guess.
Cuz I’m on a path and it’s the swamp but it’s also the town and it’s also my farm and Ben’s there and Cillian’s there and Viola’s there and they’re all saying, “What’re you doing here, Todd?” and Manchee’s barking “Todd! Todd!” and Ben’s grabbing me by the arm to drag me out the door and Cillian’s got his arm round my shoulders pushing me up the path and Viola’s setting the campfire box by the front door of our farmhouse and the Mayor’s horse rides right thru our front door and smashes her flat and a croc with the face of Aaron is rearing up behind Ben’s shoulders and I’m yelling “No!” and–
And I’m sitting up and I’m sweating everywhere and my heart’s racing like a horse and I’m expecting to see the Mayor and Aaron standing right over me.
But it’s only Hildy and she’s saying, “What the devil are ye a-doing in here?” She’s standing in the doorway, morning sun flooding in behind her so bright I have to raise my hand to block it out.
“More comfortable,” I mumble but my chest is thumping.
“I’ll bet,” she says, reading my just-waking Noise. “Breakfast is on.”
The smell of the mutton-strip bacon frying wakes Viola and Manchee. I let Manchee out for his morning poo but Viola and I don’t say nothing to each other. Tam comes in as we eat, having I guess been out feeding the sheep. That’s what I’d be doing if I were home.
Home, I think.
Anyway.
“Buck up, pup,” Tam says, plonking a cup of coffee down in front of me. I keep my face way down as I drink it.
“Anybody out there?” I say into my cup.
“Not a whisper,” Tam says. “And it’s a beautiful day.”
I glance up at Viola but she ain’t looking at me. In fact, we get all the way thru the food, thru washing our faces, thru changing our clothes and re-packing our bags, all without saying nothing to each other.
“Good luck to ye both,” Tam says, as we’re about to leave with Hildy towards Farbranch. “It’s always nice when two people who don’t got no one else find each other as friends.”
And we really don’t say nothing to that.
“C’mon, pups,” Hildy says. “Time’s a-wasting.”
We get back on the path, which before too long reconnects with the same road that musta gone across the bridge.