Think about it in secret.
I am Todd Hewitt.
I will be a man in twenty-nine days’ time.
Which is true, I realize, opening my eyes. Time goes on, even when yer not looking.
I take another bite. “I ain’t never heard the name Viola before,” I say after a while, looking only at the ground, only at my strip of mutton. She don’t say nothing so I glance up in spite of myself.
To find her looking back at me.
“What?” I say.
“Your face,” she says.
I frown. “What about my face?”
She makes both of her hands into fists and mimes punching herself with them.
I feel myself redden. “Yeah, well.”
“And from before,” she says. “From–” She stops.
“Aaron,” I say.
“Aaron,” Manchee barks and the girl flinches a little.
“That was his name,” she says. “Wasn’t it?”
I nod, chewing on my mutton. “Yep,” I say. “That’s his name.”
“He never said it out loud. But I knew what it was.”
“Welcome to New World.” I take another bite, having to tear an extra-chewy bit off with my teeth, which catches one sore spot among many in my mouth. “Ow.” I spit out the bit of mutton and a whole lot of extra blood.
The girl watches me spit and then sets down her food. She picks up her bag, opens it, and finds a little blue box, slightly larger than the green campfire one. She presses a button on the front to open it and takes out what looks like a white plastic cloth and a little metal scalpel. She gets up from her rock and walks over to me with them.
I’m still sitting but I lean back when she brings her hands to my face.
“Bandages,” she says.
“I’ve got my own.”
“These are better.”
I lean back farther. “Yer . . .” I say, blowing out air thru my nose. “Yer quiet kinda . . .” I shake my head a little.
“Bothers you?”
“Yes.”
“I know,” she says. “Hold still.”
She looks closer at the area around my swollen eye and then cuts off a piece of bandage with the little scalpel. She’s about to put it over my eye but I can’t help it and I move back from her touch. She don’t say nothing, just keeps her hands up, like she’s waiting. I take a deep breath, close my eyes and offer up my face.
I feel the bandage touch the swollen area and immediately it gets cooler, immediately the pain starts to edge back, like it’s all being swept away by feathers. She puts another one on a cut I have at my hairline and her fingers brush my face as she puts another one just below my lower lip. It all feels so good I haven’t even opened my eyes yet.
“I don’t have anything for your teeth,” she says.
“’S okay,” I say, almost whispering it. “Man, these are better than mine.”
“They’re partially alive,” she says. “Synthetic human tissue. When you’re healed, they die.”
“Uh-huh,” I say, acting like I might know what that means.
There’s a longer silence, long enough to make me open my eyes again. She’s stepped back, back to a rock she can sit down on, watching me, watching my face.
We wait. Cuz it seems like we should.
And we should cuz after a little bit of waiting, she begins to talk.
“We crashed,” she starts quietly, looking away. Then she clears her throat and says it again. “We crashed. There was a fire and we were flying low and we thought we’d be okay but something went wrong with the safety flumes and–” She holds open her hands to explain what follows the and. “We crashed.”
She stops.
“Was that yer ma and pa?” I ask, after a bit.
But she just looks up into the sky, blue and spare, with clouds that look like bones. “And when the sun came up,” she says, “that man came.”
“Aaron.”
“And it was so weird. He would shout and he would scream and then he’d leave. And I’d try to run away.” She folds her arms. “I kept trying so he wouldn’t find me, but I was going in circles and wherever I hid, there he’d be, I don’t know how, until I found these sort of hut things.”
“The Spackle buildings,” I say but she ain’t really listening.
She looks at me. “Then you came.” She looks at Manchee. “You and your dog that talks.”
“Manchee!” Manchee barks.
Her face is pale and when she meets my eyes again, her own have gone wet. “What is this place?” she asks, her voice kinda thick. “Why do the animals talk? Why do I hear your voice when your mouth isn’t moving? Why do I hear your voice a whole bunch over, piled on top of each other like there’s nine million of you talking at once? Why do I see pictures of other things when I look at you? Why could I see what that man . . .”
She fades off. She draws her knees up to her chest and hugs them. I feel like I better start talking right quick or she’s gonna start rocking again.
“We’re settlers,” I say. She looks up at this, still hugging her knees but at least not rocking. “We were settlers,” I continue. “Landed here to found New World about twenty years ago or so. But there were aliens here. The Spackle. And they . . . didn’t want us.” I’m telling her what every boy in Prentisstown knows, the history even the dumbest farm boy like yours truly knows by heart. “Men tried for years to make peace but the Spackle weren’t having it. And so war started.”
She looks down again at the word war. I keep talking.
“And the way the Spackle fought, see, was with germs, with diseases. That was their weapons. They released germs that did things. One of them we think was meant to kill all our livestock but instead it just made every animal able to talk.” I look at Manchee. “Which ain’t as much fun as it sounds.” I look back at the girl. “And another was the Noise.”
I wait. She don’t say nothing. But we both sorta know what’s coming cuz we been here before, ain’t we?
I take a deep breath. “And that one killed half the men and all the women, including my ma, and it made the thoughts of the men who survived no longer secret to the rest of the world.”
She hides her chin behind her knees. “Sometimes I can hear it clearly,” she says. “Sometimes I can tell exactly what you’re thinking. But only sometimes. Most of the time it’s just–”