“Neither have I,” I whispered back, and I felt his body freeze.
“So I’m the only one you’ve ever been with.”
“Yes,” I whispered and shivered. I wanted to tell him that he was the only one I’d ever wanted to be with.
“Oh.” His fingers rubbed me gently, and I felt my body trembling as he teased me. “Is it horrible that I take such pleasure in knowing that?”
“No,” I mumbled, delighting in the feel of his fingers against me.
“I’ll pull out,” he grunted in my ear. “To be careful.”
“Okay.” I nodded, not caring, not thinking. He could have told me anything in that moment and I would have agreed. I could feel the tip of him rubbing against me and I just wanted him inside me.
“Are you okay with that?” His fingers increased their pace and slipped inside me. “It’s still a risk.”
“I don’t care,” I moaned. “Please, Hudson.”
“We shouldn’t do this,” he groaned as I had my first orgasm and my walls closed in on his fingers.
“Please, Hudson,” I moaned and reached behind me. “I want to.”
“I can’t say no to you.” He kissed my head and pushed me back. His c**k entered me slowly, and I nearly cried out as he moved inside me. “You feel so good, even better than I remembered.” He grabbed my hips and moved slowly in and out of me. I moved my hips back and forth, trying to meet his thrusts as much as possible, and I could hear his heavy breathing behind me. “Oh, Riley,” he groaned into my ear as he played with my br**sts. “Being in you feels like home.”
“Shh.” I trembled as he started moving faster. I grabbed his hand, moving it down between my legs, and I heard his chuckle as he started rubbing me as he slid in and out of me.
“You know what you like,” He grunted.
“Yes,” I groaned as I felt my orgasm building up. I was on the edge of coming when he stilled.
“I have to pull out now,” he muttered and slowed down.
I groaned and shook my head. “Please, not yet.”
“I can’t stop myself,” he groaned as I closed my legs and backed into him. “I’m going to come.”
“Please, not yet,” I moaned passionately. “I’m so close.”
“I’ll have to go slow.” His fingers started rubbing me quickly as his c**k started moving slowly. His c**k felt hard and deep in me, and I wiggled back against him and slowly moved my hips.
“No, Riley,” he whispered and grabbed my hips. “Please, stop for a second.”
“You guys okay?” Justin’s voice halted us both still and I froze as I saw him walking towards us.
“Yeah, why?” Hudson responded impatiently.
“Just heard you whispering. Thought you were arguing.” He looked down at us with squinty eyes. “Just wanted to make sure.”
“We’re fine,” Hudson grunted, and I tried not to laugh as I wiggled against him. His hand flew to my stomach to try and stop me from moving, but I couldn’t stop myself.
“Tomorrow should be fun, right?” Justin continued, and Hudson didn’t hold back his groan. “What did you say?” Justin asked.
“Nothing.” Hudson’s voice was hoarse, and I ground back into him. “Stop,” he hissed in my ear, but I couldn’t. I was too excited.
For some reason, I was feeling even hornier and turned on. I reached my hand between my legs and started playing with myself. Then I felt him sliding slowly in and out of me.
“You excited about the final fight?” Justin continued, and I nearly laughed.
“Yeah,” Hudson sighed, and I felt him increase his pace slightly.
“Okay, I guess you’re sleepy.” Justin sounded disappointed that Hudson hadn’t said more and walked away.
“Idiot,” Hudson whispered in my ear and I laughed. “You’re a bad girl, Riley.”
His fingers went to the front of me and he gasped as he realized I was pleasuring myself. His fingers met mine and I guided them along my sex. He started moving his c**k in and out of me faster, and within a minute, I felt my muscles clenching down on him as I came.
“Oh shit.” Hudson grabbed my hips and slammed in and out of me, grunting into my shoulder as his body trembled. I felt his body still and he pulled out quickly. I felt his warm sperm on my legs and butt. “Shit,” he groaned as he lay back.
“What’s wrong?” I turned towards him and kissed him.
“I may have pulled out too late.” His eyes looked worried, and I stroked his face.
“It’ll be okay.”
“I’m sorry.” He shook his head. “I should have known better.” He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. “I don’t suppose you’re on the pill, are you?”
“I am.” I nodded and giggled at the look of confusion in his eyes. “My doctor prescribed it to help regulate my period.”
“Oh.” He sighed and then smiled. “You should have told me.”
“You never asked.” I smiled, and he growled.
“Come here.” He opened his arms and I snuggled into his chest. “You feel so soft and warm.”
“So do you.”
“I can’t believe we did this.” He shook his head and held me tight. “I didn’t deserve to get another night with you.”
“Maybe we’re just meant to be together.”
“I don’t deserve you.” He buried his face into my neck. “I don’t deserve to be happy.”
“Everyone deserves to be happy,” I said sleepily as I closed my eyes.
“Sinners don’t,” he whispered next to me as I fell asleep.
I heard someone’s phone ringing as I slept, but I was so exhausted and happy that I didn’t bother opening my eyes. I didn’t even stir when Hudson got out of the sleeping bag. I knew that he was just going to the bathroom or something. I lay on that sleeping bag content as could be, all worries gone from my mind. Everything is going to be okay, I thought to myself as I hugged my secret in. Everything is going to be okay.
It took me about thirty minutes to realize that I was wrong. My eyes popped open and I lay there feeling worried and alone. Hudson hadn’t come back from his bathroom trip. I looked to the side and realized that his bag was gone. He’d left me. He’d gone. Everything in my world was black again. Once again, I was the girl who had killed his girlfriend or was at least responsible for her death and I was never going to be able to stop paying for it.