I snorted. “Sweetheart, I’ve always been a genius. I chose you didn’t I?”
“That you did. I’m one lucky ass**le.”
“But you’re my ass**le.”
Clay laughed again and we were finally right again.
I was glad to be back at school. I loved my parents but they could be more than a little smothering. And now that Clay and I were good again, I felt like I was able to relax.
“How was your break?” Ashley asked as soon as I entered the dorm room. I noticed that the Justin Bieber posters had been taken down. The Biebs had been replaced with Harry Styles. Sheesh, her taste in music just kept getting better and better.
“Fine. How about you?” I asked. No sense in sharing that I spent most of my time moping and eating my weight in mint chocolate chip ice cream.
“It was great! You have to see the new clothes I bought!” she squealed, going to her closet and pulling out shirts and skirts and dresses, throwing them on my bed.
“Wow, Ashley. It’s all so…bright,” I said looking at her new neon wardrobe.
“You can borrow whatever you want!” she said, grabbing a tangerine colored dress and pressing it against my front. “This would look fabulous on you with all that dark hair.”
I instantly backed away. “I won’t play dress up, Ashley. I’ll stick with my own clothes, thanks,” I warned.
Ashley pouted and I knew she was gearing up for an argument when there was a knock at the door.
Josh and Brent came into the room, grins on their faces. “Girls! Finally! We’ve missed you!” Josh said in a loud, booming voice, throwing an arm around Ashley’s shoulders. Josh was your stereotypical skater boy with shaggy blonde hair, shorts that were sagging off his hips and battered Vans on his feet. His crush on my roommate was painfully obvious and unfortunately for him, Ashley wasn’t interested. But it didn’t stop the poor boy from trying.
Brent sat down at my desk and swiveled in the chair, taking in the huge pile of clothes on my bed. Brent was shorter than me but built like the Incredible Hulk. He worked out religiously and it showed. His brown hair was shorn close to his skull and his smile was marred by a scar on his upper lip that he had told me came from a nasty bike riding accident when he was a kid.
Out of all the people I had met since coming to college, Brent was my closest friend. He reminded me so much of Daniel with his laid back attitude and protective affection. He watched my back at frat parties, keeping an eye on my drink and making sure random drunk guys didn’t molest me.
But there weren’t any romantic undercurrents to Brent’s actions. He wasn’t a Jake Fitzsimmons who waited in the wings hoping I would see him as more than a friend. Brent was crazy in love with his long time girlfriend back home. Sasha was a senior in high school and planned to enroll in JMU in the fall.
We spent many an afternoon talking about our significant others. Brent was the first person at college who I felt comfortable enough with to really talk to. I would never share Clay’s difficulties and the roller coaster that had defined our life for the last year with just anyone. Ashley only knew Clay as my hot boyfriend that lived in Florida. Josh barely remembered his name.
But Brent knew it all. And it was nice to unload on someone who hadn’t been there to experience the chaos first hand. Rachel and Daniel had been too embroiled in the mess to be objective. But Brent listened without judgment. And that’s how I knew I had made a lifelong friend.
I hefted my suitcase onto my bed and opened it, looking at Brent over my shoulder.
“Did you see Sasha?” I asked him, tossing my dirty clothes in the hamper and dumping the rest of my stuff into a drawer. I’d worry about sorting everything later. Brent turned and straddled the chair, crossing his arms over the back.
He nodded and smiled happily. “Yeah. It was pretty great. She’s getting her JMU application together to send off. She’s going for early acceptance. She was stressing about not getting in, which is ridiculous. She has a 4.0 GPA,” he bragged, obviously proud of his girlfriend.
“Wow, smart girl,” I replied, setting my toiletries bag on my desk beside my laptop.
“I’m guessing you didn’t get to see Clay,” Brent surmised. I shook my head, letting out a huge sigh.
“No and we barely talked either. He spent most of my break being pissed at me,” I said irritably.
Brent frowned. “Why was he mad at you?”
“He’s feeling insecure with me being here and him being there. Long distance relationships are hard enough for people who started normally. And normal is one thing we never were. So for Clay and me it’s twice as hard because we’re still fighting all that old stuff too,” I explained.
Brent swung his legs around and leaned his elbows on his knees, giving me a stern look. “That doesn’t mean he can be shitty to you, you know,” he lectured. I had to smile. He reminded me so much of Danny that it made me feel warm inside.
“I know, Dad,” I teased and Brent rolled his eyes.
“I’m not making excuses, I promise. But the thing with Clay is he doesn’t always see and hear things the way they really are. When he’s doing well, it’s easy to forget that he’s a guy who is still learning how to think and act like the rest of us. And I’m here, experiencing life-changing shit and he isn’t with me. It’s just hard.” I sat down on my bed and faced my friend.
“He was upset I wasn’t coming down to Florida for fall break. I was upset he couldn’t come to Virginia. So we ended up spending the last seven days upset with each other and not really talking about it,” I finished, throwing my hands in the air in my frustration.
“Well, you don’t seem depressed and you’re not throwing shit so either you cope really well with stuff or you talked it out eventually,” Brent accurately deduced.
“Yeah, we did,” I admitted, smiling.
Brent gently tapped my knee. “Relationships are tough. The long distance ones even more so. There has to be give and take. Just make sure you’re equal in who does the giving and who does the taking. From what you’ve said, Clay has had a rough go of it. So if you’re serious about this relationship lasting, you need to put the effort into it. More so now that you’re not together every day,” Brent said sagely.
“Shit, Brent, you should start your own relationship advice column,” I smirked, earning me a dirty look.
“You know I’m right. So, you’ve said Clay can’t come up to see you because of his program, maybe you should surprise him. Fly down to see him,” Brent suggested.