Tess breathed, “More…don’t let me overthink it. Give me more.”
I groaned; my frayed self-control snapped a little. “You want, and I’ll give. Your wishes are the reason I’m alive.”
Withdrawing my finger, I unfolded another, probing at her entry. I gave her no warning or time to adjust. Two fingers breached her body.
She bit the sheets, a groan erupting from her lips. Her heart slammed against my chest.
Tugging the leash, reminding her I owned her life, I whispered, “Are you afraid, esclave?” I pressed a row of kisses along her neck. I needed to be closer—which was f**king ridiculous ‘cause I half lay on her already. I wanted to blanket her. I wanted to lie on top of my wife and let her know there would be no escape from me. Ever. I wanted her to know my body would protect hers, all while taking payment in the most delicious ways.
Holding my weight on one arm, I f**ked her with my fingers.
She nodded. “Will it hurt?”
For a second, I considered pulling away and sliding into her pu**y instead. Her wet heat was so f**king close. It would be so easy to enter and come. The monster in me agreed, growling at the thought of spanking her, punishing her for not being strong enough to give me what I wanted.
But tonight was special.
Tonight was the first night of the rest of our lives. I wanted to celebrate with something we would never forget. I f**king needed her. So damn much. I wouldn’t deny myself.
“It won’t if you don’t fight. Do you trust me?”
Removing my fingers, I leaned back to spurt a generous amount of gel onto my cock. The instant the cold liquid hit my overheated tip, I groaned. Sparking pleasure erupted in a small cloudy bead, mixing with the lube. Fuck me, I almost came.
How the hell was I supposed to touch myself and enter her without blowing?
My heartbeat crashed against my ribs. Angling Tess below, I arched my hips.
Tess sucked in a breath. I shuddered with lust, hovering over her like a demon possessed. My c**k dripped with strawberries, wedged between her ass cheeks.
“Yes. I trust you.”
I drew blood, biting my lip to stop myself from driving into her. My eyes turned gritty and sore—need thickened my blood.
Tess looked behind, her eyes tracing my chest to where we joined in a sticky mess of pink gel. “Do it, Q. Don’t make me wait.” Her voice wobbled but a small tinge of passion hid within her fear. Her h*ps rocked, gluing us together.
“Goddammit, Tess. You’re seriously overestimating my self-control not to hurt you. I want you. So. Fucking. Bad.” My h*ps thrust of their own accord. “Having you like this, it’s driving me insane.”
She smiled softly, feeding off my need, relaxing into the power I gave her. “I told you. I trust you.” Her hand came up, wrapping around the base of my cock.
Goddammit to f**king hell. My elbows gave out; I crashed against her body. A throaty growl erupted from my chest sounding exactly like the beast inside. “Esclave—”
Her tight little fingers stroked my girth—stealing every thought, every pain—taking me completely prisoner. “Yes, maître?”
I couldn’t remember my name, let alone speak. Her fingers spread the gel from tip to base, squeezing the throbbing erection until my head pounded. My teeth were dust from clenching so hard. I couldn’t do it anymore.
“Arch your back. I can’t wait any longer.” I tore a pillow from the top of the bed, wedging it beneath her hips. Her mouth popped wide as her ass presented at the perfect height.
I fisted my cock, rearing back to sit over her. My legs screamed at the sheet against my stitches but I was past f**king caring.
Tess looked over her shoulder. Her eyes wide, face white, but her breathing wasn’t panicked. Slowly she reached to her ass, spreading her cheeks.
The simple offering blew my f**king mind; I throttled my cock. I wouldn’t last. I couldn’t last. Not when I was so close.
Keeping her ass spread with one hand, she reached with her other to grab my length. She didn’t say a word, guiding me downward. Her fingers didn’t stroke or tease, they just delivered me to my ultimate goal.
Our eyes locked and I fell forward, planting my palms on the mattress on either side of her. I let Tess take me. I gave her all control—hoping to hell I could hold on long enough to push inside. I’d wanted to play with the leash. I’d wanted to tease and play. But this—this incessant need to be inside—it couldn’t be denied.
“Take me, Q. Je suis à toi.” The instant the head of my c**k pressed against her puckered muscle, I lost control of my mouth. “Fucking f**k, Tess. I'm about to f**king come all over your back.”
She laughed softly. “Don’t. Wait till you’re in me. I want you to come inside me.” Her fingers tightened, pulling me forward while forcing herself back.
There was resistance, heat, pressure—a barrier that wanted nothing to do with my cock.
Then release.
A giving, a softening.
“Ah!” Her eyes squeezed with a pain; her fingers fell from my erection, clutching the sheets. Every muscle in my body locked down as I forced my way forward, millimetre by millimetre, stealing her virginity.
She breathed hard, her body shivering with uncomfortableness. I thrust a little, easing my size into her body.
Fuck, she’s even tighter than I thought.
“Oh…ah…” she groaned, jerking with agony. I knew I should stop. I knew I should retreat. But I couldn’t. My c**k had taken control and I pulled back only to rock forward, invading deeper, stretching wider.
My entire body trembled. My eyes snapped shut; all I could focus on was the incredible tightness around the rim of my shaft.
Her hand latched around me again, squeezing hard. “Stop—let me get used to you.”
Shit. Stop? That was asking for a f**king miracle. Growling through a tight jaw, I said, “You take me. Control the speed.” I locked my elbows, afraid to move an inch incase I slammed into her. “Take. Your. Time.”
A second ticked past where her body hummed with tension. Finally, she nodded. We didn’t say a word as her fingers shook around my length, holding me still while her back tensed, arching upward.
Fuck. Fuck. Me.
Her hesitation was the worst kind of aphrodisiac. It fed me. Fuck, it fed me. I lost all softness, wanting to bite and spank and own.
She pushed again. I groaned as my tip travelled deeper, growing hot with her body, throbbing in time with my heartbeat. Her ass resented my claiming but she never stopped working, never stopped inching me further.