It didn’t matter I didn’t know what to do; the instant my tongue swept along her folds Zel arched forward and her hands slammed against the bronze bedhead behind me. A moan tore through her throat almost making me come with no other stimulation.
Her musky sweet taste electrified my mouth, and I had to have more. Spearing my tongue, I flicked her clit, dragging more pants from her.
I adored making her tremble. I loved every second of bringing her pleasure. The conditioning stayed at a bearable level thanks to her wrapping her hands around the gnarly tree of the bedhead.
“Fuck,” I growled as I swept my tongue downward and entered her. The wetness short circuited my brain until I couldn’t stop increasing my rhythm. I tongue-fucked her with no remorse, groaning, thrusting my hips. I craved her in every inch of my body.
My world swam with completely new sensations. I’d never tasted anything like it. Never felt the urge to turn feral, but sweet. With a questing tongue, I swept upward again, swirling around her clit.
Her entire body jerked. She went from tense with stress to trembling with need in a second flat.
“I’m going to touch you, Fox. I can’t help it,” she panted.
I shook my head, rasping my unshaven cheeks against her delicate inner thighs. I nipped her sensitive flesh, thrilling at the low mewls escaping her.
“I have to. Please,” she moaned loudly as I tongued her entrance again, diving deep and hard.
Breaking away, I looked upward, my vision hazy with lust. My voice was hardly recognisable as I groaned, “I wasn’t saying no to touching me. You can. I was saying no to calling me Fox.”
Her eyes flew open, and I drowned in her green perfection. Confusion and questions darted like minnows in her gaze.
Pressing on her legs, I brought her entire pu**y to my mouth and sucked hungrily, savagely.
My tongue delved deep, deep inside her and my c**k lurched—hurting with the need to f**k her. I wanted to climb inside this woman and never f**king leave.
Her thighs quivered as I nipped possessively on her clit. She threw her head back, moaning, “I’m going to come. Oh, my God, I’m going—I’m coming. I’m coming.”
Gathering my stomach muscles, I arched upright, pressing hard into her. My tongue drove deep, plunging in and out of her delicious taste. The first ripple of muscle caught me completely by surprise, but then her hands landed on my head, clutching fiercely at my hair, pulling, yanking as her h*ps rode my mouth.
White noise hissed in my ears. My muscles burned with the need to obey.
My eyes snapped closed as a roar of conditioning held me hostage. My body twisted, preparing to shove her off and away, but I battled through it. I concentrated on other things—better things. I concentrated on her coming undone in my hands, liquid flowing while I kissed and worshiped her. The release seemed to transfer from her to me, making me throb harder, wanting the same explosion she’d enjoyed.
On and on her muscles contracted around my tongue. Only once the final tremor settled did she open her eyes.
“Wow,” she whispered, eyes fogged with passion.
I smiled, loving the feeling of her wetness on my lips and chin. “I owed you. What you gave me the night you sucked me off was amazing. I hope I returned the favour okay.”
She laughed once. “It was more than okay.”
With aching shoulders, I brought my bound hands up her back and over her head, freeing her, but her hands never left the sanctuary of my hair. She dug the pads of her fingertips into my scalp, sending tingles down my spine.
I used the energy and strength of the conditioning for my own purpose this time. In a move too fast for Zel to fight against, I toppled her from my chin to my h*ps and captured her face in my chained hands.
She sucked in a shocked breath before I slammed my mouth against hers, bruising both of us in a ruthless kiss.
My tongue darted past her lips with fierce hunger. Her body went from rigid and ready to fight, to liquid and malleable.
I bit her, forcing her to surrender. With a shudder, she sprawled on top of me, her straddled thighs unlatching around my hips.
We both froze as her wet heat brushed against my rock-hard cock.
Our eyes locked. I couldn’t wait any longer.
“Fuck it.” I thrust upward, filling her in one stroke. My eyes lost all ability to see as I sank deep into her heat. My head swelled with pressure, my body went taut with overwhelming need.
She cried out as her forehead crashed onto my shoulder. Her entire body lay on top of mine. The white noise grew louder, filling with screeches and shouted orders. My legs jerked as I tried to ignore.
No.
My hands opened and closed, desperate to wrap around her throat. My feet scrabbled for purchase on the sheets ready to propel her off me, so I could kill her.
But her sharp teeth sank into my shoulder as her h*ps went from stationery to rocking. She brought me back to her—she brought me back from the dark place and gave me f**king light in the form of connection and sweet, sweet emotion.
My muscles churned. I focused on the heat of her around my c**k and the taste of her inside my mouth. I stayed grounded. I stayed with her.
“Fuck, Fox. Yes. Oh, God.” Zel kept her eyes tightly closed, riding me as frantically as I thrust into her. We both chased a goal, intent on arriving as fast and as explosively as possible.
“Call me Roan, goddammit. I want you to call me Roan.”
Her eyes flew open, lips dancing with a smile. Her hands delved back into my hair, holding me in place to kiss me just as hungrily as I’d kissed her. “Roan,” she whispered against my mouth.
My c**k lurched as my heart cracked wide open and presented itself on a golden f**king platter for her to take. There was nothing left. I was hers.
“Roan. God, oh...”
My heart pounded, loving my first name on her lips. It felt as if it opened another part of me, and I forgot for a moment that I wasn’t cured. I wasn’t normal, I wasn’t safe.
My hands jerked, breaking one link.
I opened my eyes, terrified that I’d gone too far. I wrangled the conditioning into submission. Zel sat upright, placing her hands on my chest. The pressure of her touch sent my brain reeling into darkness, but I gritted my teeth, forcing myself to stay with her.
“Concentrate on me. On us. Don’t leave me, Roan. Don’t leave me.” Her h*ps rocked harder, her pu**y stroking my entire length.
“I’m with you,” I groaned, throwing my head back as the first line of fire shot up my c**k and spurted into Zel. The instant I started coming, Zel unravelled.