“You wanted different, right?”
“I’m surprised you’re not telling me that I should be begging you right now.”
“I don’t need you to beg.” He handed me a glass and put the bottle down on the ground.
“Really?”
“I’m a changed man.” He laughed, and I stared at him to see if he was being serious.
“Sure you are.”
“Brandon really loves Katie.” He looked at me seriously. “I’ve never seen him like that before.”
“Does that make up for his sins?”
“He’s not perfect. But are any of us?”
“Katie doesn’t deserve to be hurt and used.”
“He wouldn’t hurt her.”
“Not as badly as he hurt Maria, right?”
“You know, when I met Brandon, he was a different guy,” Greyson said slowly. “He was the guy that I wish I had been. He had the values and the right ideas.”
“So what happened?”
“I happened.” Greyson lay back on the bed. “And I always wonder what would be different now if I hadn’t happened.”
“Do you wish anything was different?”
“I wish everything was different.” His eyes connected with mine for a few seconds. “I wish that everything was different.” I saw pain in his eyes then and my heart broke for both of us.
Greyson was a man broken by his past and perhaps even his present. He was a man filled with regrets that were eating him alive. I put my glass down on the ground, moved up the bed, and took his face in my hands.
“You can always change your future, Greyson.” I leaned down and kissed him tenderly. I pressed down on his lips and allowed my tongue to lick them slowly. I wanted to taste every small piece of him. I wanted to consume him. I wanted him to know that this was special. I wanted him to remember this for the rest of his life.
Greyson stared at me as I kissed him and I sat on him gently.
“Are you okay?” I whispered as I lifted my head slightly.
He nodded at me and I bent down again to kiss him. This time, he kissed me back. His lips were moist and eager, and I fell down on top of him as his hands wrapped around me. My tongue eagerly entered his mouth and his tongue met mine with just as much vigor. They danced together in slow motion as his fingers worked their way up my back and into my hair. He rolled me over onto my back and gazed down at me.
“I’ve never been better in my life.” His words sounded thoughtful, but I didn’t have time to respond before he kissed me again.
This time, his lips were rough and his hands roved my body as if seeking salvation from my every skin cell. We both sat up and pulled our clothes off, not even thinking about what we were doing. Both of us just needed to be together. We were both broken, and it was as if our bodies together made us feel whole again. We completed each other. He made me feel more alive than I’d ever felt before. His lips kissed my cheek and then down my neck. They didn’t stop moving until they came to my right breast and he proceeded to bite my nipple. My fingers scratched his back as he teased me, and I pushed him back so that I could get on top of him again. I looked down at his laughing eyes.
“I like a woman who likes to take control.”
“Shhh.” I placed my finger on his lips. “This is my turn.”
I proceeded to kiss his lips and then his cheek, making my way down to his chest, licking his ni**les lightly, and then biting on them hard. I could feel his breathing speed up and I grinned as I continued kissing down his body until I got to his abs. I ran my fingers across his stomach and moaned as I felt his c**k move against me encouragingly.
“In its own time, Greyson.” I laughed. And then I continued on my journey.
I took him into my mouth, gently at first, licking him as I would an ice cream cone I wanted to savor. Then I increased my pace. He tasted salty and sweet at the same time, and I sucked him eagerly. I felt him still and his fingers gripped my hair and pulled roughly. It hurt a little bit, but it only intensified the feelings of lust that were coursing through my body. My fingers gently rubbed his chest hairs as I continued sucking him off, and I knew that he was moments away from coming.
“Stop,” he whispered and pulled me up. “I don’t want to come in your mouth.”
“I don’t mind.”
“You’re the first girl I’ve ever had in here. I want it to be special.” He rolled me over to my back again. “I want to watch your face as I make you climax.”
I lay back as he slowly lowered his boy on top of mine.
“Just give me a second.” He grinned wickedly. “If I enter you now, I’ll come within seconds.”
“I don’t mind,” I said again.
“No, I don’t want to come until I hear you panting.” His fingers played with my hair. “I don’t want to come until I feel you coming all over my cock.”
“You’re so rom—” I started but gasped as I felt his fingers gently rubbing my clit. “Oh, Greyson.”
“Oh, Meg.” He grinned back at me. “Cat got your tongue?” He winked as he slipped a finger inside of me. I closed my eyes and tried to stop my body from trembling as I felt a second finger entering me. “You’re going to be the undoing of me.”
“No,” I moaned. “I, oh my!” I screamed as soon as I felt his tongue licking me and his lips descended on my clit. “Oh my...” My legs clutched his head between my legs. “Greyson.”
“I lied,” he whispered. “You’re the undoing of me.” He pulled up and within seconds he was inside of me, moving slowly so that I could feel every inch of him as he entered me. “You were the undoing of me as soon as you walked through those gates.”
“The pearly gates of hell,” I moaned as I writhed against him.
Greyson grabbed my hands and increased his pace. My br**sts bounced against his chest, and I wrapped my legs around his waist so that I could feel him deeper inside of me. Greyson groaned as my hands squeezed his ass and I started gyrating my hips underneath him. We moved in beautiful symphony as our bodies built up to their final release. I knew the second it was going to happen for both of us, as we both stilled for one second before our bodies started moving frantically, anticipating our sweet releases. We held on to each other tightly as we came, and our lips sought each other as our orgasms took over our bodies and connected as us one.
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