“I mean, I’ve really missed you. I’m sorry, you know that, right? I didn’t mean to keep anything from you. I just didn’t want to…”
“Shh.” She placed a finger on my lips. “Let’s not talk about this now.”
“I don’t want you to think that this is just about sex for me. It means so much more than that to me.”
“It means more to me as well.” Her eyes pleaded with me to let it go. I decided to ignore the voice in my head that said to talk before we had sex. Sex wasn’t going to absolve her fears. But I couldn’t resist myself as she wiggled in the bed below me. I stared at her perky br**sts as they jiggled and brushed against my chest. I couldn’t resist her. I was attracted to her, like a moth to a flame, and right now neither of us was worried about getting burned. But that’s what sexual attraction does to people. It makes you forget about all the other problems bubbling at the surface.
“I’m going to make love to you gently and slowly and then I’m going to…”
“No need to be gentle.” She shook her head. “I’ve been a bad girl. Treat me like a bad girl.”
“You want me to spank you?”
“I want you to make me forget my own name.” Her eyes sparkled at me.
“I’ll f**k you so good that all you can think about is my name.” I pushed her back on the bed and unbuckled her pants roughly. “And I won’t let you come until you beg me.”
“Oh, Noah.” She closed her eyes and my fingers ran up her inner thigh and stopped at the edge of her panties. My finger traced an invisible line along the middle of her panties and she gasped as my finger roughly rubbed her bud.
“Touch me, Noah.”
“Shh. I’m in charge.” I looked down at her and covered her mouth with mine, enjoying the look of surprise in her eyes at my roughness.
“I need to feel you.” She whispered and I removed my fingers from her panties. She groaned in frustration and I gave her a stern look.
“The doctor’s in the house, and he’s making the rules tonight.”
“But I want to feel your c**k in me so badly, Noah.” Her voice sounded like it was singing. “I’ve been aching for your touch.”
“Don’t say that.” I groaned. “You’re going to make me come before I even take my pants off.”
“No, I won’t.” She laughed.
“Trust me, you will.” I caressed her cheek as I kissed her. “It hasn’t been that long, but my body has been missing you.”
“Not as much as I’ve been missing you.”
“Even though you’ve been mad at me?”
“That hasn’t stopped me from masturbating to thoughts of you every night.”
“You think of me when you pleasure yourself?” A warm and happy feeling spread through me at her words.
“Every single time.”
“I guess it shouldn’t surprise you that I’ve been thinking of you as well.”
“What do you think about?” She whispered in my ear and reached up pull my shirt off. I knew that if I was staying in character I should tell her off, but I was too excited by the feel of her fingers against my skin.
“I think about you touching me and kissing me.” I muttered gruffly as her fingers worked their way down my pants. “Only it never felt this good.”
“Your dreams of me could never live up to the reality of me,” she whispered softly in my ear.
“You’re right about that.” I closed my eyes and fell back on the bed, my aggressor role long gone.
“Make love to me, Noah.” She curled up next to me. “I just want to feel you.”
“You don’t have to ask me twice.” I pulled her on top of me and sank my teeth into her neck as my hand found its way back down her body.
***
“I’m going to have the best sleep.” Robin purred next to me, after her third orgasm of the night. “I’m not sure that I’m ever going to have a good night’s sleep without you in my bed.”
“I’m glad that I’m able to satisfy you in more than one way.” I smiled at her gently, but as I glanced at the clock on her bedside table I felt a sudden jolt of panic.
“What’s wrong?” She gave me a small look of fear.
“Nothing’s wrong.” I sighed and sat up and looked down at her angelic face as she lay there naked next to me, with her hair flowing down her body. “But I think I have to go.”
“Go?” She frowned and looked at me in disappointment. “You can’t go, it’s 3 a.m.” She looked at the clock as well.
“I’m sorry, but I don’t want to be missing when Skylar wakes up in the morning.”
“Oh.” She bit her lower lip and looked away from me. “Bye, then.”
“I know it’s shitty. I’m sorry.” I got out of the bed and stood there looking at her, hoping she would look at me and understand how much I wanted to stay the night with her. “You know I had a wonderful night, right?”
“Sure, booty calls are normally wonderful.”
“It wasn’t a booty call, for me.” I grabbed her hands and made her look at me. “Don’t say that.”
“It sure feels like a booty call. You got what you needed. Heck, the other guy even walked away before you even had to prove your worth. It’s all so easy for you, isn’t it, Noah Beaumont?”
“Don’t be like this, Robin.” I sat on the bed and looked at her with sorrowful eyes. “I really like you and I want to see where this can go. This isn’t just about sex, but I can’t stay the night. I have responsibilities now. I have a child. I have to be there for her when she wakes up in the morning. It wouldn’t be fair to her if I wasn’t there. She wouldn’t understand why I’m not there in the morning.” I repeated more firmly, willing her to understand.
“It’s fine.” Robin’s eyes glazed over. “I understand. Just go.”
“I’m not going to just go when you’re in this mood.”
“What do you want me to say, Noah?” She shrugged. “I get it. You have a kid now. A kid I didn’t even know existed until she showed up.”
“I’m sorry I didn’t explain about her. It was hard for me to talk about my relationship with Monica and Skylar. I didn’t want to scare you or make you think I was crazy. It was a strange situation to be in. I wasn't even sure what I was going to do. I had just met you. I didn’t want to scare you away.”