“Why’d he yell at you?” Alana asked.
“Was it because you kissed him?”
“It was because…he said he was just really disappointed in me—for drinking. He was worried, I guess.”
“That sucks. So he didn’t like you the way you liked him?” Emily asked.
“No.” I shrugged casually. “But it was a mistake. I don’t really feel that way about him. It was just the alcohol.”
“Or did you just tell him it was liquor-lust to save face?” Emily smirked.
“I didn’t tell him anything.” I shook my head. “I kind of ran home after that—never talked about it again.”
“Oh. So...how will things be when you see him on Tuesday, then?” I could see the word awkward appear in bold all over Emily’s face.
“It’ll be fine.” I hoped. “So, have you guys got a dress for the Masquerade yet?”
Alana, detecting my need to divert, knelt up and placed the picture she was holding into the box. “I’m wearing the same dress my mother wore, and her mother, and so on.”
“Wow, that’s so cool.” I started gathering the pictures into a pile.
“Mm-hm. It was actually first worn by my great-great-grandmother at the very first town Masquerade.”
“That is totally cool.” Emily handed me a stack of pictures. “I haven’t found one yet. I’m still looking. Just…nothing seems to suit me.”
“I find that really hard to believe, Em.” I rolled my eyes.
“Well, what about you, Ara? Have you got a dress yet?” Alana asked.
I grinned, placing the lid on the box. “I thought you’d never ask.”
“Ooh, you do.” Emily squeaked. “Let’s see it, let’s see it!”
“Okay.” I bounced to my feet. “I’ll just be a sec.”
They both positioned themselves on my bed, anticipation alight in their eyes, and I bounded into my wardrobe, stopping dead as I closed the door behind me and saw a giant white bag hanging on the hook.
My breath quickened, my throat constricting to the size of a straw when I slowly tugged the zipper down the length of the bag and saw blue. “Damn vampires!”
“What?” Emily called.
“Oh, ah, nothing. Just got bitten by a mozzie.” I sucked my finger, drawing away the mock-irritation of a mosquito bite.
Alana and Emily laughed. “You sound so Aussie when you say that.”
“Well, I am Aussie.”
“Yeah, I know,” Emily called, “you just never sound it.”
“Well, they say practice makes perfect.” I looked back at the blue dress inside the bag, wondering where those conspiring renegades had stuffed my pretty green dress. And when my eyes brushed past my old purple sweater and faded blue jeans, I saw it there—shoved away like some ratty old coat. “Hu!” I scoffed, reaching for it.
So, David wanted to play dirty?
Well, there was no way I’d wear his superficial affection, in any form.
I hung my green dress on the other hook, then zipped up the white bag and wedged it into a tight space near the wall, dusting my hands off after. “There.”
But, before I even stepped away, the sudden weight of guilt nearly forced my shoulders to the ground.
Would it be so bad—wearing the dress? my inner princess reasoned. I mean, what could it hurt? After all, David’s already paid for it.
The dress and I stared at each other across the silent battleground of conscience.
It was a pretty dress and I did love it.
I pulled it back out and hung it on the hook.
It couldn’t hurt just to try it on again—see if it really was as perfect as I’d been dreaming it was all afternoon.
Without allowing a second for my conscience to overreact, I unbuttoned my jeans, tore off my top and bra, and crawled into the dress—leaving it on the hanger until I had my arms through, then unhitched it from the hook and let it slide into place around the shape of my body.
It was hard to think I’d be telling him to return this when it felt so amazing on my skin.
As I reached around to tighten the satin bows at the back, I felt a cool touch on my wrist.
“Shh,” someone whispered; I spun around mid-gasp and a tall, handsome vampire placed an elegant finger to his lips. “Shh.”
“David, I—”
“Shh.” He smiled and nodded in the direction of the girls.
“You’re lucky you’re so cute.”
By turn of his hand, I faced the wall again, closing my eyes when his deft fingers took my ribbons and twisted each one through the loops of the corset, tying them up; it tickled so softly, drawing warmth from inside my chest, making my knees weak. I rested a hand to the wall for support.
“All done,” he said, but as I tried to turn around, he held me in place by my shoulders.
“What’re you doing?”
“Shh.” Using the tip of his very cold finger, the vampire traced a line ever so slowly from the base of my neck, all the way down my spine and across my shoulder blades, resting just under where my bra would sit. “I’ve never seen this part of your body before.”
Despite the urge to dissolve under his touch, I held tight to good sense. “David, you can’t just come in here, touching me like that, and expect me to fall into your arms.”
“That wasn’t my intention, sweetheart.”
I spun around to protest against his pet name, but all my anger dissipated as liquid adoration melted the green in his eyes.
“You look so beautiful in that dress, Ara.”
“I do?” I frayed my fingers down the diamantes on the bodice.
“A beauty, I fear—” he touched his chest, “—that is a perfection I do not deserve.”
Well, safe to say no one’s ever said that to me before.
He placed both hands in his back pockets and lowered his shoulders, shaking his head. My frown broke into a grin. He just had this way of looking at me, like, behind one eye he showed the human, the cheeky boy from school, while the truth of his thoughts hid within the other; he’d smile from somewhere inside himself, looking at me like he’d never seen me before. And every time he did that, I was lost. All I wanted now was to take this dress off and tell the girls to go home.
“I love you, Ara.” David laughed and kissed my cheek. “I have to go.”
“Hurry up, Ara. What, are you still sewing the seams?” Emily joked.
“It’s a corset, Em. Good things take time.” I turned back to look at David but, as usual, he left without saying goodbye, leaving me to find only emptiness.