“I never said I was gonna play fair.”
“So am I just a game to you?”
Kade shook his head. “This is for real. This is for keeps, Skylar. Just so you know how serious I am, I moved my stuff out of your bedroom and into the guest room for the time bein’. I also put a new light bulb in the empty socket and in the lamps on the dressers.”
Crap. She should’ve known he’d figure that out. It was a silly ploy anyway and she was surprised it’d worked as long as it did.
“I’ll still get up with Eliza at night. I bought another baby monitor for my room so I can hear her. But you might wanna keep in mind I won’t be back until late the next coupla nights.”
Ask him where he’s going.
Like hell. The old, stubborn Skylar asserted herself and pointed out they weren’t married. Kade could do whatever he wanted and damn him for not being satisfied with her in bed or out of it. But wasn’t that just the story of her life? “Anything else?”
“Nope.” He pointed to the living room. “Unless you’re up for watchin’ a little TV
with me now that we got that long overdue discussion outta the way?”
Frustrated with him, but mostly herself, she half snarled, half growled as she stormed up the stairs.
She heard Kade say, “I guess I can take that as a no.”
Chapter Ten
“Hey, baby girl. Stop screaming. Ssh. It’s okay. Mama’s right here. Ssh.”
Eliza kept right on wailing. For the fourth hour in a row. She wouldn’t eat. She wouldn’t sleep. She didn’t have a dirty diaper. Or diaper rash. She didn’t have a fever.
She hadn’t thrown up. She didn’t have gas. She didn’t have diarrhea. She was beyond fussy.
And Skylar didn’t know why. Made her feel like an awful mother. She’d had to leave work before noon because Eliza wouldn’t stop crying. She’d tried putting her in the swing. The baby bouncer. She’d tried rocking her and singing to her and reading to her.
She’d strapped on the Snugli and walked up and down the driveway. She’d soaked her in a soothing bath steeped with calming herbs. She tried rubbing her tummy. Rubbing her back. Nothing worked.
On a whim, Sky packed Eliza in her car seat and headed for Sundance. Usually the rhythmic sounds of the tires clacking on the bumpy road put Eliza straight to sleep.
Today it didn’t matter. Eliza cried all the way into town. All thirty miles.
Sky parked in front of Sky Blue, juggling the baby carrier—complete with screaming, mad baby—the diaper bag, the Snugli, her purse and her sanity. She trudged inside. It was one of the only times she was thankful the store was empty.
Eliza shrieked as Skylar set the carrier on the floor.
India barreled around the corner. “What’s wrong? Why are you here in the middle of a workday? Is Eliza sick?”
“I don’t know. She won’t stop crying.” Sky unceremoniously dropped everything else where she stood. “I’ve done everything I can think of and I’m at my wit’s end because nothing is helping.”
“Well, aren’t you a little banshee today, Miz Eliza Belle? How about if Auntie Indy takes over for a while, hmm? Mama’s ears need a break?”
She watched as India lifted the angry baby out of the carrier and tried to calm her down.
Eliza was having none of it.
Her heart clenched at her baby’s continued distress. “Maybe it is something serious.
Should I take her to the doctor?”
“It’s your call, Sis. She’s your baby. You oughta know.”
Skylar burst into tears. “But I don’t! I’m the worst mother on the planet!” She knew it wasn’t fair to bust in on poor India, making her deal with a hysterical mother and a screaming baby, but she had no one else to turn to.
What about Kade?
The thought of calling him, confessing her ineptitude with their daughter, letting him see how completely she’d lost it…well, she cried even harder at exposing that flaw, when he already thought she had plenty of other flaws.
That was the other thing. Why didn’t Eliza fuss around him? Not that he’d been around the last two nights, and dammit she missed him. She sniffled and the sobs kept coming.
India was gently bouncing Eliza in her arms, eyeing Skylar warily.
“So what? I’m crying.”
“You never cry.”
“I never do a lot of things I should. I’m so tired of everybody thinking I’m some kind of robot. Of everyone thinking I can handle everything.” She started bawling harder. “I can’t! How do women have cranky babies and demanding jobs and confusing relationships and run a household by themselves without going insane?”
“I don’t know, but I’m wondering if a stiff shot of whiskey wouldn’t be the best thing for you right about now.”
That caused Sky to laugh through her sobs and Eliza’s wails. “Great advice coming from an alcoholic.”
She smirked. “At least I didn’t suggest you snort a line of coke or smoke a joint.”
A loud pounding sounded on the door that separated the business spaces. A muffled voice inquired, “Indy? You okay?”
India walked over and twisted the lock. The door opened and AJ McKay stepped through. “I heard a baby crying.”
“Crying is putting it mildly.”
“Poor thing.” AJ looked at Sky. “You okay?”
“Frustrated.”
“I imagine. Mind if I hold her?”
“Knock yourself out. Or knock her out, whatever works,” India muttered, and passed Eliza to her.
AJ placed one hand under Eliza’s head and neck and the other on the baby’s butt.
“Such a mad face on such a pretty girl. What’s wrong, cutie-pie? Just having a bad day?”
“I don’t know what’s wrong with her. I’ve tried everything. And I-I…” More tears fell. She wanted to scream in misery right along with Eliza.
“I’m sure you have.” AJ nuzzled Eliza’s cheek and cooed, “Yes, sweet baby, she’s a great mama to you, isn’t she?”
“She’s not very happy with her mama today.”
“Sometimes those people who make us the happiest can also make us the most mad,”
AJ said. “It’s a trade off.”
That observation startled Skylar.
India said, “Eliza’s mad all right. Look at how hard she’s shaking.”
A thoughtful look crossed AJ’s face. “Skylar, do you mind if I try something with her?”