I reach between us and undo his belt, pushing my hands inside his pants until I find what I'm looking for. His cock is warm and weighty in my hands. God, I've missed this thing. Last night feels like so long ago, or maybe it's just that twenty-four hours without touching him is hell.
Colton shoves his pants and boxers down his hips, letting me massage his length up and down and growling out expletives.
He lifts me suddenly, setting me on my feet and making quick work of stripping me out of my pants. My panties are torn from my body next and I am almost shaking with need. Colton tugs his shirt off and kicks the pants and boxers off that are tangled around his ankles. When we're both free of our clothes, I drop to my knees, unable to resist the urge to take him into my mouth.
I swirl my tongue around his tip before planting my hands firmly around his base and sucking him deep into my mouth.
"Fuck, Sophie…" he moans, pushing his hands into my hair and rocking forward to thrust deeper.
After he admitted that it was something she never did for him, it's only made me want to do it even more. It's our thing, and I love that.
I pump my hands up and down, licking and sucking with an increasing tempo. I've never wanted anything in my life as badly as I want his cock right now. I feel crazed with desire.
Colton cups one hand around my jaw, and moves my mouth off of him. I look up, wondering what I've done wrong.
"I need to be inside you," he growls, his voice rough with need.
He offers me his hand and I rise to my feet. I practically crawl up his body as Colton lifts me from the floor. I wrap my legs around his waist and he carries me from the room, and at first I think he's heading for the stairs, but then he stops and anchors us with my back pressed up against the wall. He rocks his thick erection against my center, teasing me and making me ache for him.
He kisses my neck, my lips, the tops of my breasts all while rocking his hips against me and nudging his wide tip against me.
"Can't wait…" he says. "I've been dreaming of this moment since I first saw you on that stage. Your beauty, your courage…you are so damn sexy, baby."
"Fuck me, Colton," I groan in frustration.
He reaches between us and grips his cock, sliding it through my wetness and positioning himself right at my opening. Knowing we're not going to make it to the bedroom is a huge turn-on.
"This might hurt a little at first."
"It's okay." I'm ready. I've wanted this for far too long. I'm not going to let a little discomfort ruin the experience. I can't wait to be filled with him, to see what kind of lover he is. I've imagined it for so long, I'm dying to see how he fucks. Hard and fast or long, slow strokes.
"Shit," he curses.
"What's wrong?"
"I don't have a condom."
His house is too damn big and there's no way I'm waiting while we traipse through his mansion in search of protection. Plus I realize with absolute certainty that I don't want anything between us for my first time. I want to feel him. Just me and him, without any barrier between us. "No, no condom. I want to feel you. Please, Colton."
His gaze snaps to mine and I can read the indecision in his eyes. "Are you sure?"
I nod. "Yes, just take me."
I'm sure he knows I'm not on any birth control, but I can see the exact moment he decides it doesn’t matter. His eyes soften and his deep blue gaze settles on mine.
"Kiss me, sweet Sophie," he murmurs.
I do.
He widens his stance, bringing one hand under my butt and with the other, he positions his throbbing cock against me. I cling to him with my arms wrapped tightly around his neck and my mouth fused to his.
With gentle strokes, Colton begins to move, teasing my opening with just the tip of him. I gasp when I feel him finally thrust forward. His face is a mask of concentration, like all his focus is on controlling himself so as not to hurt me. I know he's big, but in that moment, I just don't care. I want to be filled with him, to be overcome with sensation and know it's because of this man. Even if I scream out in pain, even if I bleed, it will be worth it, because it will mean he is finally making me his – a moment I've waited a lifetime for.
"Are you ready?"
I give a tight nod.
"Don't hold your breath."
I didn’t know I had been, but I draw a deep inhale and Colton rocks forward, the blunt head of him penetrating me just slightly before he retreats again.
"Was that okay?" he grounds out.
"It feels good," I confirm.
There's the sensation of being stretched and just the slightest sting. It's incredible and despite the discomfort, I never want him to stop.
His tongue strokes mine as he presses inside me in tiny increments.
"God, baby…" He inches forward again, my body stretching around him.
"Colton…" I moan. "I like it."
"Good. I'm trying to make it good for you."
Realizing I'm pinned against the wall and he's holding up my entire weight, I suddenly worry that he's not enjoying this as much as I am. "Am I too heavy?"
"Don't worry about that." He inches forward again and kisses my lips. "I like holding you while I fuck you."
Oh. I like it too. I feel small and possessed by him in a way I never knew I craved. But I know he's taking it easy on me, rocking forward ever so carefully and then easing back every time I feel him begin to sink deeper. I know how big he is, so I thought there would be a feeling of him deeper inside me. "Does it feel as good for you?"
"Better," he confirms and a hot shiver races down my spine at the low way the word rolls off his tongue. He's so sexy and in complete control, and those two little things are my undoing. "You're clenched so snug and tight around me. Your warmth feels incredible."
I let out a groan of bliss as he inches forward again, rocking deeper this time. I've never given thought to what it would feel like to him, but I love the way he's described it.
"Fuck, you're so tight baby. This next part might hurt a little. Stay with me, okay?"
I nod and met his eyes. I can instantly see that he's been holding back. But I also know that I trust him.
He slams his hips forward into me, filling me so completely, he steals my breath. Only a weak groan escapes. This moment is everything I've been waiting for and it's even more meaningful than I could have ever imagined. A twinge of pain deep inside dissipates after a moment.
"Fuck," he grunts. "Breathe for me, sweetness."
I pull in a deep gasp of air and cling to his shoulders as Colton pounds into me in long hard strokes, taking whatever was left of my virginity.