She wouldn’t argue there. She yawned and moved up then curled up and laid her head on the pillow. Gray tugged the covers up then leaned down to kiss her.
“I’ll wake you up in a little while.”
She smiled and nodded, but her eyes were already closing.
CHAPTER 35
“You’re a lucky son of a bitch,” Micah said as the two men stood in the kitchen.
Gray shoved a beer at Micah and nodded. “I know. Believe me, I know.”
“If she wasn’t so hung up on you, I swear I’d drag her home and tie her to my bed. I’d never let her out of my bedroom.”
Gray chuckled. He could understand that sentiment, because it was very much the way he felt. His smile disappeared when he remembered just how much he was deceiving her.
“What’s wrong, man?” Micah asked as he sat down on a barstool.
Gray took out a skillet and put it down on the counter with a bang. “I just hope she understands when I tell her the truth about why I’m here.”
Micah went silent for a moment. “I think she will. I mean, I’m with you, I didn’t see a need to keep what was going on from her, but I also understand Pop’s desire to protect her. Who could blame him? Faith just inspires a man to protect and shelter her.”
Gray nodded. “Exactly. I came here determined to tell her the truth and f**k what Pop wanted, but when I got here, I just couldn’t. I found myself willing to do whatever I could to keep her from any hurt.”
“You love her,” Micah said quietly.
Gray paused for a moment, prepared to deny it. But no, he couldn’t. Not when it was true. “Yeah, I do.”
“That certainly complicates things.”
Gray jerked his gaze to Micah. “What do you mean by that?”
Micah shrugged. “You live in Dallas. Your job is there. Faith lives here. Family is important to her.”
Gray stared at him for a long moment then looked away. He didn’t reply. He wasn’t sure what to say. Part of him was ashamed of the fact that since coming to Houston he’d thought very little about his job or Alex. He’d actually been able to get up every morning without having to force himself out of bed. He’d greeted his job with enthusiasm, not dread.
And then there was Faith.
“Hey, I didn’t mean to be a downer,” Micah spoke up. “Just saying you have a lot to think about.”
“Yeah,” he said grimly. “It would seem I do.”
Micah drummed his fingers on the bar. “Look man, I’m going to get on out of here. You two could use the time alone, I think, and I need to get back and see what the hell is going on.”
Gray nodded. “Give me a call. Keep me posted. I don’t want to take Faith back to Houston until we know it’s safe.”
“Sure,” Micah said as he got up. “And hey, if you ever want to do it again, let me know. Faith…well, I don’t have to tell you how hot she is.”
Gray smiled. “See you.” He gave a slight wave as Micah headed for the door.
When he heard the front door close, he looked down at the pan in front of him. Suddenly he had no desire to cook. What he wanted to do was talk to Faith. Tell her he loved her. Tell her the truth about everything.
He glanced at the clock and saw that only a half hour had elapsed since Faith had gone to sleep. She was tired. He and Micah had been hard on her. She needed the rest. As much as he itched to wake her up, he was going to let her sleep.
Instead, he’d cook her a good meal and pamper her when she woke up. And then they could have a long talk about their relationship.
Faith stretched and yawned. Her body protested her movement, but she loved each little twinge and ache. It was too easy to remember how she’d gotten those aches.
She sat up and let her legs dangle off the bed. Gray hadn’t said whether she could dress or not, but with Micah here, she wasn’t comfortable parading around in the nude. They could always undress her later.
With a grin, she stood and walked over to her suitcase where she rummaged for a pair of shorts and a tank top. She slipped the shirt on then shoved her feet into a pair of flip-flops lying on the floor.
Before she left the room, she took in her appearance in the dresser mirror. In a word, she looked rumpled. Well loved. Her lips were swollen, and her eyes glowed with supreme female confidence. The kind you could only get from knowing how well you’d satisfied a man.
She ran a hand through her hair then shoved the locks behind her ears before finally turning to leave. When she walked into the living room, she saw Gray standing at the French Doors, staring over the water.
She watched in silence, enjoying the outline of his powerful body. Then, as if sensing her presence, he turned and saw her.
His face softened, and his eyes lit up. A thrill shot up her spine as she saw his reaction to her.
“Hey,” he said softly. “Did you sleep okay?”
She smiled and nodded.
He held out his arms. “Come here.”
She went gladly, and she closed her eyes in pleasure as he wrapped his arms around her and pulled her tight against him. He threaded his fingers through her hair and let the strands slide through his fingers. Then he pulled her away.
“Micah’s gone.”
She felt a surge of elation. As much as she’d enjoyed the erotic experience of having two men, she wanted so much for it to be just the two of them now.
“Come sit down on the couch with me. I want to talk to you,” he said quietly as he guided her toward the sofa.
He sat her down and took a spot across from her. He picked up her hand and kissed her fingertips before slowly lowering it to his lap.
She stared inquisitively at him. It was obvious he wanted to say something. Anticipation beat heavy in her chest.
“Faith, the last few days…they’ve been just incredible. I don’t have words to describe them.”
She smiled. “I know,” she said. “For me too.” She took a deep breath and knew that this was it. She wanted to tell him how she felt. It was the perfect opportunity.
She looked down for a moment as she collected her courage, but Gray nudged her chin upward with his finger.
“I hear a but in there somewhere,” he said.
She shook her head. “No but.” She looked him directly in the eyes and hoped he could see the love shining in hers. “Gray, I love you.”
Fire surged in his eyes at her declaration. He started to speak, but she laid a finger over his mouth. “Let me finish. I have so much to say.”