“I’ve, erm, I’ve never—” Judi stopped wiping the tears from her eyes. Crawling up the bed, Ripper wrapped his arms around her shoulders and drew her in close.
“Sh, you don’t need to say anything to me. I’m not going to force you or make you do something you don’t want.” He kissed her head, knowing he would kill every last f**ker who had touched her if it would take the sadness from her eyes. Judi was everything he wanted to protect.
“It’s not you. I’ve never felt anything so amazing before in my life. I never knew it could … be that way.” Her tears were falling thick and fast.
Holding her tighter, Ripper made a deal with himself that he would kill any man who had touched her in the past. If he so much as saw fear in her eyes he was going to annihilate them.
“It can be that way, baby. There can also be so much more. Your body, given the chance, can come alive in ways you’ve only ever dreamed of.”
“I’m afraid, Ripper.”
He tightened his arms around her. “I’ll hold you throughout, baby. No one will ever harm you, I promise.”
“I don’t deserve you.”
Gripping her cheek, he stared into her eyes feeling his anger close. “You deserve f**king better than me. I’m a f**king biker, Judi. I’ve f**ked more women than you ever have men. I didn’t care about anyone but the club until you. You make me want to be f**king better.”
Running a hand down her body, he kept his gaze on her at all times. “You’re f**king perfection whereas I’m a monster in comparison. I wish I could give you the kind words and all that shit, but I can’t. I’ve only got what I am.”
She touched his cheek, and her fingers heated his skin. He never wanted her to not want him. Judi was beautiful, sweet, and her eyes held a lifetime of pain. Given the chance he would replace that pain with love, happiness, and everything to make a woman’s heart soar.
Judi smiled up at him with tears still in her eyes. “Be careful, Ripper. Anyone would think you’ve got words of love inside you.” Her fingers moved to his lips, running the tips over him. “There’s no one else I’d rather be with than with you.”
Taking hold of her fingers, he sucked the digits into his mouth loving the gasp that left her lips at his touch. Each finger he sucked inside his mouth relishing the chance of tasting her. The sweet juice of her cream still in his mouth, he ran his fingers up and down her body. Her skin was soft to the touch.
“Please,” she said, moaning.
Covering her lips with his own, he plundered her mouth with his tongue. “That’s it, baby. Open up for me. Give me what I want.”
She opened her lips, and their kiss deepened. His heart pounded as lust started to take over. He felt her hands running down his stomach tracing the rock hard abs before gripping his length. Hissing, he pulled away to watch her pale fingers pumping his cock.
“Be careful, baby. I’m so close to f**king coming, I’m not going to last.”
“I think it’s only fair.”
Ripper wanted to be deep inside her cunt, but if this was what she wanted to do their first time he was more than happy about it. Gazing down at her full body, his c**k tightened painfully. Her body was curvy in all the right places.
She fisted his c**k creating a steady pace. He took several deep breaths not wanting to go over the edge too soon. In many respects this was Judi’s first real time. All of the other times she’d been with the men had been paying for a release. This time was about their mutual pleasure. Ripper wanted to hear her come apart just as much as he wanted to feel his own orgasm.
“Am I doing this right?” she asked.
Pressing his head to hers, Ripper chuckled. “Baby, you’re doing everything f**king right.”
Ripper claimed her lips as she worked his cock. The tightness of her fingers was driving him crazy. He cupped her cheeks, tilting her head back to deepen the kiss. Her breathing increased going to shallow pants.
Thrusting his h*ps up against her hands Ripper felt himself getting close to his release. Growling, he tightened his hands on her h*ps as she worked his cock.
“I’m coming, baby,” he said, panting.
The first drops of his cum coated her stomach. His release spurted between them covering them both.
She didn’t stop until he stilled her movements with his hand. “You need to stop, baby, while I’ve got some sanity left.” Fuck, that one orgasm alone was so f**king perfect that all others paled in comparison.
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Judi stared up into his beautiful green eyes. Her heart pounded, and she didn’t care that she was covered in his cum. That one moment together meant more to her than the hundred she spent with other men. His hand remained over hers. She was shocked by the heat of his touch.
“Wow,” he said, drawing her attention to his lips, which were amazing to feel against her own.
“What?” she asked, wanting to hear his voice.
“You’re going to be the death of me, woman.”
“You’re the one who made a mess.” She released his c**k to finger the white droplets coating her skin.
He chuckled. “Time for a shower I think.” Ripper got up from the bed then picked her up. “We’ll take care of the sheets once we’re cleaned.”
Judi gasped as he carried her through to the bathroom. This was her space, and she’d never be able to look at it the same way again. She watched as he turned the shower on testing the water for the heat. Glancing in the mirror she was shocked by the total contrast of the pair of them. She was pale as she didn’t go out in the sun all that much. Keeping her body covered was all she cared about. Ripper was dark from working in the sun. His body was rock hard whereas she was soft, curvy.
Turning away from the mirror she saw Ripper was watching her. He moved behind her, circling her body with his arms. Together they looked at their reflections. “Do you have any idea how f**king sexy you are?” he asked.
She shook her head glancing down at his hands.
“You make me so f**king hot for you.” He pressed his c**k against her ass. She felt he was already thickening at that simple touch. “We’re taking this one step at a time.”
“Okay.”
“Let’s get washed,” he said, taking her hand and leading her into the shower.
Judi would have slipped if not for his hold on her body.
“Thank you,” she said.
“When are you going to learn I’m always going to be here to catch you?” He kissed her neck, and she swallowed against the lump in her throat. His entire presence took her by surprise. Ripper would say something that left her completely speechless.