“I may need your help, mademoiselle. I haven’t the faintest idea where I am,” he said.
Jennifer Stirling was kissing the Lafayettes. “I’ll make sure she returns home safely,” she said. “Thank you so much for coming.” Then she said something in French that he didn’t catch.
The night had grown chilly, but Anthony hardly felt it. He was aware of the waves lapping the shore far below, the clink of glasses, snatches of conversation as Moncrieff and Stirling discussed stock markets and investment opportunities abroad, but paid little attention as he downed the excellent cognac that someone had placed in his hand. He was used to being alone in a strange land, comfortable with his own company, but tonight he felt unbalanced, irritable.
He glanced at the three women, the two brunettes and the blonde. Jennifer Stirling was holding out a hand, perhaps to show off some new piece of jewelry. The other two were murmuring, their laughter breaking into the conversation. Periodically Mariette would glance at him and smile. Was there a hint of conspiracy in it? Seventeen, he warned himself. Too young.
He heard crickets, the women’s laughter, jazz music from deep within the house. He closed his eyes, then opened them and checked his watch. Somehow an hour had passed. He had the disturbing feeling that he might have nodded off. Either way, it was time to go. “I think,” he said, to the men, as he hauled himself out of his chair, “I should probably get back to my hotel.”
Laurence Stirling rose to his feet. He was smoking an oversize cigar. “Let me call my driver.” He turned to the house.
“No, no,” Anthony protested. “The fresh air will do me good. Thank you very much for a . . . a very interesting evening.”
“Telephone my office in the morning if you need any further information. I’ll be there until lunchtime. Then I leave for Africa. Unless you’d like to come and see the mines in person? We can always do with an old Africa hand . . .”
“Some other time,” Anthony said.
Stirling shook his hand, a brief, firm handshake. Moncrieff followed suit, then tipped a finger to his head in mute salute.
Anthony turned away and headed for the garden gate. The pathway was lit by small lanterns placed in the flower beds. Ahead, he could see the lights of vessels in the black nothingness of the sea. The lowered voices carried toward him on the breeze from the veranda.
“Interesting fellow,” Moncrieff was saying, in the kind of voice that suggested he thought the opposite.
“Better than a self-satisfied prig,” Anthony muttered, under his breath.
“Mr. O’Hare? Would you mind if I walked with you?”
He turned unsteadily. Mariette stood behind him, clutching a little handbag, a cardigan slung around her shoulders. “I know the way to the town—there’s a cliff path we can take. I suspect you will get very lost on your own.”
He stumbled on the gritty path. The girl wound her slim brown hand through his arm. “It’s lucky there’s moonlight. At least we shall see our feet,” she said.
They walked a little way in silence, Anthony hearing the shuffle of his shoes on the ground, the odd gasp escaping him as he tripped on tufts of wild lavender. Despite the balmy evening and the girl on his arm, he felt homesick for something he could not articulate.
“You’re very quiet, Mr. O’Hare. Are you sure you’re not falling asleep again?”
A burst of laughter carried to them from the house.
“Tell me something,” he said. “Do you enjoy evenings like that?”
She shrugged. “It’s a nice house.”
“ ‘A nice house.’ That’s your principal criterion for a pleasant evening, is it, mademoiselle?”
She raised an eyebrow, apparently untroubled by the edge in his voice. “Mariette. Please. Do I take it you didn’t enjoy yourself?”
“People like that,” he pronounced, aware that he sounded drunk and belligerent, “make me want to stick a revolver in my mouth and pull the trigger.”
She giggled, and, a little gratified by her apparent complicity, he warmed to his theme: “The men talk about nothing but who has what. The women can’t see beyond their bloody jewelry. They have the money, the opportunity, to do anything, see anything, yet nobody has an opinion on anything outside their own narrow little world.” He stumbled again, and Mariette’s hand tightened on his arm.
“I’d rather have spent the night chatting to the paupers outside the Hôtel du Cap. Except, no doubt, people like Stirling would have them tidied up and put somewhere less offensive. . . .”
“I thought you’d like Mme Stirling,” she chided. “Half the men on the Riviera are in love with her. Apparently.”
“Spoiled little tai-tai. You find them in any city, mademois—Mariette. Pretty as a peach, and not an original thought in her head.”
He had continued his tirade for some time before he became aware that the girl had stopped. Sensing some change in the atmosphere, he glanced behind him and, as his gaze steadied, saw Jennifer Stirling a few feet back up the path. She was clutching his linen jacket, her blond hair silver in the moonlight.
“You left this,” she said, thrusting out her hand. Her jaw was rigid, her eyes glittering in the blue light.
He moved forward and took it.
Her voice cut through the still air: “I’m sorry we were such a disappointment to you, Mr. O’Hare, that how we live caused such offense. Perhaps we would have met with your approval if we had been dark-skinned and impoverished.”
“Christ,” he said, and swallowed. “I’m sorry. I’m—I’m very drunk.”
“Evidently. Perhaps I could just ask that, whatever your personal views of me and my spoiled life, you don’t attack Laurence in print.” She began to walk back up the hill.
As he winced and swore silently, her parting line caught on the breeze: “In fact, perhaps the next time you face the prospect of having to endure the company of such bores, you might find it easier just to say, ‘No, thank you.’ ”
Chapter 4
NOVEMBER 1960
“I’m going to start on the vacuuming, madam, if it won’t disturb you.”
She had heard the footsteps coming across the landing and sat back on her heels.
Mrs. Cordoza, vacuum cleaner in hand, stopped in the doorway. “Oh! All your things . . . I didn’t know you were sorting out this room. Would you like me to help?”
Jennifer wiped her forehead, surveying the contents of her wardrobe, which were strewn across the bedroom floor around her. “No, thank you, Mrs. Cordoza. You get along. I’m just rearranging my things so that I can find them.”