My stomach pinched with anticipation, but my shoulders relaxed a little. Seeing Jason head straight for me, I pushed my hair behind my ears, taking inventory of everything I was wearing. Jeans and one of my black fitted, long-sleeve T’s, but I was still wearing my Burberry coat. My hair was still in loose curls from the “wedding,” and it still looked good last time I checked, despite the twenty-four hours Madoc and I had spent in bed.
Jason’s eyes were relaxed and welcoming, but he looked like he wasn’t breathing. His expression was pleasant but guarded.
Tipping my chin up, he placed a quick, gentle kiss on my forehead and then took my hand, looking down at the ring.
“Looks good on you. Congratulations.”
Huh?
That’s it? That can’t be it.
“Thank you,” I mumbled, searching the floor for my jaw.
“If you both want some advice from a man who’s about to have two divorces behind him . . .” Jason looked between Madoc and me. “Fight. Fight through everything. Don’t leave the house angry or go to bed mad. Fight until it’s settled. The end of fighting is the beginning of giving up.”
And then he looked at me. “Don’t let him off the hook. You understand?”
I swallowed and gave him a small nod.
“Mr. Caruthers?” I asked.
He raised his eyebrows at me. “Jason.”
“Jason. I owe you an apology. This mess with the divorce—”
“Had to happen, Fallon,” he finished, cutting me off. “It’s fine. Well, it will be fine eventually,” he offered.
With a nod to Katherine, they walked out the way they came in. “Katherine and I are going to her house for the night,” he said. “We’ll see you Friday night at the charity auction.”
And they left.
Madoc plopped down on the stool at the bar. Pulling me in between his legs, he nuzzled my neck, sending shivers down my spine.
“Madoc?” I closed my eyes, leaning in to his spectacular kisses. “Baby, I am sorry, but I think I need to get back to school tomorrow.”
He stopped. Like stopped so fast, I thought he was dead. Taking his head out from my neck, he flashed slightly pissed blue eyes at me.
“Why?” It sounded more like a dare than a question.
“Oh, I got an e-mail from a professor.” I picked up my phone, gesturing with it. “He’s fine with me missing a few classes, but I’m going to miss a guest lecturer tomorrow and a test on Friday. They’re both really important.”
I’d already missed three days of classes.
He finally heaved a sigh. “All right. I’ll crash with Jared, so we don’t have to be separated. You go to class, I’ll work out getting transferred to Northwestern, and we’ll start looking for apartments. We have to be in Chicago for that charity thing on Friday anyway. We’ll leave early in the morning.”
Hanging my arms over his shoulder, I joined my hands behind his neck. “Thank you.”
Sinking into him and his man scent, I took his top lip between my lips, and he took my bottom lip between his. It’s the kiss we always ended up in. All four lips, layered as one as we just stilled and breathed each other in.
Can I just say how much I loved to smell him? I loved that he wore cologne, and he always would. Or else.
“Come on, let’s go shower,” he whispered into my mouth.
I shook my head. “No, you go.”
“No, I mean I want a shower with you.”
I backed away, unbuttoning my coat. “I’ve got other plans. Go get your shower, and find me in ten minutes.”
His forehead wrinkled. “Find you?”
I said nothing more. After about twenty seconds, he realized I was done talking and walked off upstairs grinning.
I smirked to myself. He thinks he’s the only one capable of mischief.
Grabbing some printer paper from the fax machine in the kitchen, I scrawled a riddle to Madoc—knowing how he looooooved riddles—and left it on the bottom of the bannister.
Back in the days when we used to go to war,
I’d wait for the nights when you’d knock on my door.
Now you’ll have to look for me in a room on this floor,
Where the vampires hunt and from your lips I was torn.
Slipping off my coat, I dropped it in on the floor next to the stairs. Taking a few steps away, I started stripping off the rest of my clothes and dropping them at small intervals on the black-and-white tiled floor. My flats, my jeans, my shirt, and then I unclasped my bra and dropped it in on the plush, beige carpet leading into the hallway to the right.
Clad only in my red lace thong, I walked down the dimly lit hallway and entered the theater room, thankful that the chill on my body distracted from the drumming in my chest.
I hated this room.
And I loved this room.
Slowly turning the dial on the wall, I brightened the area only enough to cast a soft glow. As I looked around, I took account that nothing had changed. Not that I expected it to.
This room was used rarely, but it was built for a crowd. Several black leather recliners and two long black leather couches all sat facing a massive flat screen mounted to a wall that was adorned with three smaller screens on each side. Family photos and more sports paraphernalia dressed the coffee-colored walls, and with the cream-colored carpet, everything looked cozy and cavelike in here.
Madoc and I used to watch TV in here a lot, even though we rarely said anything nice to each other. And the only time Jason Caruthers came in here was for Super Bowl Sunday.
Walking up on soft feet, I ran my hand over the cool, smooth black leather of our couch. The one we watched the Vampire Diaries on. The one we ignored each other on, despite the thick cloud of tension between us. And the one we last slept on together before I was taken away.
My womb tightened, and a shock weaved down between my legs, making my jaw tingle with a smile.
This place should be intimidating to me. This was the place I’d been shocked awake by one screaming parent and another one so angry, he couldn’t even speak. My mother had hauled me off the couch nearly naked, wearing only Madoc’s shirt. Jason Caruthers had stood in the hallway, refusing to even make eye contact when I was dragged past him. Madoc was nowhere in sight, and within twenty minutes, I was dressed, packed, and driven away, unknowingly carrying a child inside of me.
This room should’ve been bad news to me, but it wasn’t.
This couch had felt good on my skin, and I remember being so grateful Madoc had talked me out of finally leaving my room that night.