“Madoc.” I clenched my teeth.
“Just shut up,” he ordered, breathless. “Just shut up, and dance with me.”
Huh? Dance with him?
No hauling me out of here, screaming at me for one reason or another? No barking in my face and ordering me home?
I stood there trying to figure out what the hell was going on and barely noticed him pulling me in. Madoc’s strong hands gripped my waist, holding me tight but barely touching me otherwise. His chest was right in front of my eyes, and I slowly looked up at him.
Damn.
When he stared down at me, everything was still except for our feet that moved to the music. It was like he was searching my eyes for something.
Everything about him, the shade of his eyes, the muscles I felt under his shirt, the way I already knew how his body moved when it loved, everything about him drew me in.
I sucked in a breath, wishing he’d stop touching me and wishing I could pull away. In another minute I would. In another minute I’d be satisfied with the warmth I hadn’t felt in months or the heartbeat I could feel again.
In one more minute I would let him go.
I closed my eyes. Just. One. More. Minute.
I dug my fingers into his shoulders when his possessive hands threaded into the open back of my shirt and claimed my skin.
Not like Aidan’s light strokes. Madoc splayed his whole hand, touching me with everything he had.
I let my forehead fall into his chest, inhaling his cologne. Butterflies swarmed in my stomach, and I smiled as the flutter descended lower. It felt so good.
Looking at him, I tried to keep the shakiness out of my voice. “You have someone here with you, Madoc,” I said quietly. “Why are you dancing with me?”
He brought one hand up, holding the side of my face with a firm hand and kneading his fingers into the back of my neck. “You ask too many f**king questions,” he spat out, an angry tone to his voice.
And jerking my body into his, he slammed his mouth down on mine.
Madoc? I didn’t say his name out loud. I think I may have groaned it, but otherwise I instantly stilled.
And then I was his.
A shudder ran through me, and I felt the dampness between my legs immediately. His heat on my lips made me hungry.
He sucked in a breath and whispered, “Because I like the way you taste, okay?”
His mouth took mine once more, covering it with heat and command like he knew exactly how my body worked and what it needed.
Hell, yes.
I pushed into him, kissing him back as his arm wrapped around my waist and pulled me up into his mouth.
Hard.
I threaded my fingers across the back of his neck and moved my tongue into his mouth, massaging and tasting him. It was just us. Just this.
His lips moved across mine, going in deep, his tongue working mine, flicking out again and again to rub over my ring. He devoured me. He drew my bottom lip between his teeth, and a moan escaped me as I squeezed my eyes against the sweet pain.
Not that it hurt at all. Just kissing him, touching him, inhaling him was too much. It was like an overload on my body, and the pleasure made me want to cry out. His fingers dug into my back, and I could feel his erection through his jeans.
God, what are we doing? We were on a crowded dance floor. He had a girl with him! Jared, Tate, and Jax were probably either trying not to watch or had left already. Opening my eyes for a second, I noticed that no one was watching us though. The couples around us were focused on themselves.
“Madoc,” I barely spoke, my voice almost like a cry.
He pulled his face away, cupping my cheeks and keeping us nose to nose. We were both panting.
“I want to be inside you,” he groaned, and I thought back to our night at the skate park in the rain. “But . . .” He straightened up and dropped his hands, “I’m not going to.”
His voice was flat, void of any of the heat that was there just a minute ago.
And he walked away.
CHAPTER 20
MADOC
I almost abandoned my whole plan the minute I held her in my arms, the second I touched her lips, the instant she moaned my name.
But there was no way in hell I was going to watch her walk again. No, not this time. I’d be the one to leave.
And the corner of my mouth turned up as I made my way through the crowd. She was as stiff as an ice cube when I took her from Aidan, and then she’d melted like liquid in my arms. Now she was a puddle all over the dance floor.
I am the man.
Who cares that she looked like sex standing up on that stage? Or that I’d been a little jealous when Aidan started dancing with her? Or ready to kill him when I caught sight of his hand inside the back of her shirt?
Fuck him, and f**k her.
“Fuck you!” Ashtyn screamed at me as I came back to the table. I saw her rear her hand back, and I ducked out of the way just before her hand would’ve landed across my cheek.
“Seriously?” I held up my hands, laughing. “Calm down. It was just a joke.”
I guessed she’d seen the kiss.
“You’re an ass**le!” she shouted and stomped out of the bar.
People around us chuckled, including Jax, while Jared shook his head and Tate scowled.
“Oh, please,” I begged sarcastically. “You missed me, and you know it.”
Tate rolled her eyes and stood up, straightening her shirt. “I thought I did.” Looking around, she sighed. “You boys play nice. I’m going to go dig Fallon out of the bathroom.”
I didn’t know how Tate saw her head to the back of the bar through the clusters of people, but she was up and gone in no time, pushing through dancers, in search of her friend. Taking a seat, I downed the rest of my beer and lurched forward when Jax slapped me on the back.
“You’re not going after either one of them?” he asked, locking his fingers behind his head and leaning on the back legs of the chair.
“Tate and Fallon?” I peered over at him. “I think they can take care of each other.”
“No, I meant Fallon or Ashtyn. Isn’t Ashtyn your girlfriend?”
Girlfriend. The word made me want to dunk my head in mud and not come up for air until I was dead.
“No.” I looked back to the dance floor. “When do I have girlfriends?”
I locked eyes with Jared across the table, and he didn’t speak. He said enough with his eyes, though.
He knew something was going on, and he knew I was off the rails. But like a good friend, he didn’t feel the need to state the obvious.
Just knowing he was there, and that he got it, helped.
I caught sight of Tate’s red T-shirt coming out of the crowd, and I sat up straight when I noticed that she was alone.