“Don’t ever say you are sorry. Baby, I’ve done the same thing.”
The smile that spread across her face would have dropped me to my knees had I been standing up.
“Emma, I need to make you come again, so when we make love, it won’t hurt as bad,” I whispered.
She nodded her head and gave me a wicked smile. “I never finished telling you what I want after you make love to me.”
I chortled. “No…no, you didn’t.”
She began chewing on her lower lip as she slowly wrapped her legs around me and said, “Garrett, after you make love to me, I want you to…I want you to fuck me against the tree.”
Holy…
Son of bitch…
Did she just say…
“Emma, I think I just came.”
“What?” I pushed Garrett off of me and slammed my hands over my mouth. I was filled with regret for even saying what I had just said. Here I was, so close to Garrett making love to me, and I’d made him come before he even got inside me.
Garrett started laughing. “Buttercup, I’m kidding. Lie back down.”
He gently laid me back down and buried his face between my legs again before I could even say a word to the cruel joke he had just played on me. I didn’t care how dirty all the other girls had said this was. It felt amazing, and I would let Garrett do it anytime he wanted to. The way his tongue moved on me was wonderful. I tried with all my might not to come so quickly this time, but when he reached his hand up and began playing with my nipple, I lost it.
It didn’t take long before I was calling out his name. “Garrett, oh my God! Oh God, yes! God, yes, don’t stop!”
I couldn’t believe how I was acting. It was like I had left sweet and innocent Emma in the car and found my inner sex goddess. I was pumping my hips into his face and begging for him not to stop.
When I finally began coming down from that intense high, I felt Garrett’s kisses moving up my body. When he stopped and put a nipple into his mouth, I could feel another orgasm beginning to build. He stopped, and the feeling quickly went away. Then, he moved to the other nipple, and the feeling began building again. Right before I thought I was going to explode, he moved his lips up to my neck as he positioned himself between my legs. I could feel his dick looking for entrance into my body, and I was scared and excited at the same time.
He stopped right before my lips. “Can I kiss you after what I did?”
I slid my hand around his neck and pulled him to my lips. At first, the idea of it made me feel a bit unsure, but soon, I was lost in Garrett’s kiss. He slowly began pushing against me, and I immediately tensed up.
“Emma, baby, I need you to relax.”
I looked into his eyes and nodded my head as I whispered, “Is it going to hurt, Garrett?”
His eyes filled with tears as he gently kissed me on the lips. He pulled back slightly and said, “At first, but then it will feel good. I promise.”
I wrapped my arms around him and opened my legs more to him. The moment he began seeking entry, I felt the burning sensation. I bit down on my lip and tried to relax.
Garrett started kissing me over and over. “I love you, Emma. I’ll love you forever.”
Then, he pushed in a little more, and I let out a gasp.
“I’m going to make you mine. You’re completely and utterly mine.”
“Yes!” I called out as he pushed in more. “Oh my God. I just thought you looked big, but…my God, I think you’re huge. Is it…will it fit?”
Garrett began laughing as he looked at me. “That is the sexiest thing anyone has ever said to me, and yes, baby…it will fit.”
I let out a giggle, and Garrett pushed in more.
“Oh God!” I cried out as he slowly began moving in and out. “Are you in all the way?”
Garrett began kissing me again as he moved gently and slowly. Each time, he pushed in more until I was positive that I wouldn’t be able to take another inch of him.
“I’m all the way in, baby,” he whispered against my lips. “I’m going to make love to you now, Emma.”
My heart slammed in my chest, and I felt a tear slide down my cheek. He moved so slowly, and at first, it burned like hell, but then it began to feel amazing.
“Garrett, I never imagined it would feel so…amazing, so…beautiful.”
As Garrett began to go faster and faster, I started to feel the buildup again. I instantly thought about Margie saying how Billy had yet to make her orgasm during sex. If it happened to me on my first time, I was going to rub it in.
“Garrett…can you go deeper? I mean…faster and deeper?” I reached over and grabbed the quilt.
I arched my body as Garrett picked up his pace.
He let out a grunt and said, “Emma…I’m so close.”
I thrashed my head back and forth. “Garrett, oh God…I’m going to come…yes! Oh God, yes!”
The next thing I knew, Garrett was calling out my name as I called out his. I could feel my insides pulsing down on him. It felt so incredible, and I’d never experienced anything so moving in my entire life.
“I love you, Emma. I love you so much,” Garrett said as he stayed on top of me.
He was still inside me, and I could feel him twitching. I smiled, knowing that Garrett would be the only person to make me feel like this for the rest of our lives.
“I love you, too, Garrett. That was wonderful. I can’t believe how amazing you feel inside me.”
Garrett jumped up and began swearing. “Motherfucker! Oh shit. No! Oh my God, no.”
I sat up quickly. “What? What’s wrong? Did I do or say something wrong?”
Garrett looked at me as he dropped to his knees. “Emma…I’m so sorry. I’m so very sorry. I can’t believe…I didn’t think…I got so caught up in everything, and I just…oh God.”
He dropped his head on my chest, and I started to feel like I couldn’t breathe.
What is happening? Why is he so upset?
Then, I looked down and to my right.
The condom. Oh no, Garrett forgot to put on the condom.
A part of me was overjoyed at the idea of possibly getting pregnant with Garrett’s baby. The other part of me panicked. My parents had been mad enough at me when I told them I was leaving college. My father had told me if I walked away from school, he would never speak to me again or help me if I chose to go back to school.
The moment I’d seen the hurt in Garrett’s eyes when he saw me with Philip, I’d known that I would never hurt him again. When I’d watched him drive away, I’d known I had to listen to my heart, and my heart had told me that I needed to be with Garrett.