I made my way over to the back door and headed out to the back porch. I sat down and inhaled a deep breath of fresh air and then released it. I closed my eyes and saw Azurdee’s beautiful caramel eyes looking into mine as I made love to her.
“How did I get so damn lucky?” I whispered as I smiled and shook my head. I pulled out my cell phone and started a text message to my mother.
Me: She said yes.
Mom: I never had a doubt in my mind.
Me: Mom, I’ve never felt so happy in my life. I love her so much it scares me.
Mom: Welcome to love. It’s one hell of a journey.
I smiled and in that very moment I knew what my wedding present to Azurdee was going to be.
Me: But what a beautiful journey it will be.
Mom: I raised you right.
Me: It’s late. Why are you up?
Mom: I could ask the same thing.
Me: I asked first.
I shook my head. I was two fucking steps away from my man card being revoked.
Mom: I got up to get a drink and saw your text come through. Go back to sleep son. Hug and kiss that beautiful future daughter-in-law of mine. Sleep well and call me tomorrow. I want to hear all about when you asked her to marry you.
Me: Okay, will do, Mom. Night. I love you, Mom.
Mom: I love you too, Michael.
I finished my water and stood up. I looked out into the dark pasture and smiled. I had no idea where the future would take Azurdee and me, but I knew one thing. I loved her and I would go to the ends of the earth for her.
I made my way back up to the bedroom and when I walked in Azurdee was standing at the window looking out into the night. She was completely naked and the sight of her caused my knees to wobble.
I walked up behind her and placed my hands on her breasts and began massaging them. She dropped her head back and I began kissing her neck. “I love you, mi amor.”
“I love you too. So very much.”
I moved my hands along her body as she completely relaxed into me.
“Your touch calms me so much. I’ll never be able to explain what your touch does to me. What it has done since the first moment you touched me.”
I wrapped my arms around her and took in a deep breath as I took in her heavenly scent.
“Those few months we were apart, I felt like a part of me couldn’t breathe right. I couldn’t think right, if that makes any sense,” I said as I moved my lips against her neck.
“Lark, can I ask you a question?” Her voice turned serious and I held her tighter.
“Of course you can.”
She took in a breath and slowly let it out. “Will you miss it? Will you miss the Marines and the CIA. I worry you will miss the…” She shook her head and continued speaking. “The thrill of your job? That’s the only word I can think of.”
I turned her body around and placed my hands on both sides of her face.
My eyes moved across her beautiful face. “Azurdee, I’ve changed. You changed me and it was for the better. What I want from life now is time with you. I want to start a cattle company, I want to build up the ranch to where I’m doing guided hunts like my father, and I want you to be a major part in all of that. I’m not looking back. I’m only looking forward to a peaceful quiet life with the woman I love.”
Her eyes filled with tears and she said, “So no more buildings blowing up and people trying to kill you?”
I slowly shook my head. “No more, baby. I have officially turned in my man card and give my entire life to you.”
She laughed and said, “No! Don’t turn in your man card. I kind of like that side of you.”
I raised my eyebrow at her. “What side?”
She bit down on her lower lip and her eyes filled with passion. “The side that takes control. I love when you make love to me but when…when you…” She looked down and I saw her cheeks flush.
“Talk to me.”
She slowly looked up at me and smiled. “When you take control of sex. It turns me on even more and sometimes I feel like I can’t get you deep enough inside of me. It’s like a drug.”
I raised my mouth in a smirk and said, “You have no idea how much I want to tie your ass up and bury myself inside of you.”
Her eyes lit up and she whispered, “Yes.”
I took her hands in mine and led her over to the bed. “Lay down, Azurdee.”
Her breathing picked up as I watched her chest heave up and down. I loved how turned on I could make her just by speaking to her.
She lay down on the bed and I moved my eyes over her body. I couldn’t wait to ask her how long she wanted to wait before we could start trying for a baby.
I pulled my eyes from her body and looked around. Her robe caught my eye and I grinned. I walked over and pulled the belt out from it and walked back over to her.
“Put your hands up over your head, Azurdee.”
Her whole body shivered as she quickly did as I asked. I tied her hands to the bed frame and used my knee to push her legs apart.
“Lark…” she whispered.
I leaned down and took her nipple into my mouth as I moved my hand down between her legs. I slipped three fingers inside her and moaned when I felt how wet she was.
Always so ready.
When my thumb touched her clit she jumped. “I want to touch your body,” she whispered as I smiled. I knew how much she loved touching me and I knew that her not being able to touch me would drive her more over the edge.
I looked up at her and she had her eyes closed while she chewed on her lower lip. I moved my lips up to her neck and then to her mouth. I sucked her lower lip into my mouth and then pulled back some. I ran my tongue along her lips as she pulled on the robe and let out a moan.
“Azurdee…”
She snapped her eyes open and looked into my eyes. “Michael.”
“I’m going to make you come now, baby,” I said as her eyes filled with need.
“Please.”
I quickly pulled my fingers out and moved down and buried my face between her legs. The moment my tongue moved across her clit she let out a gasp. I teased her clit and knew I was driving her insane. She began lifting her hips up and I smiled knowing how turned on she was.
“God…please…I can’t take it. I need to come,” she begged.
I moved both my hands up to her breasts and began playing with her nipples as I continued to barely touch her clit with my tongue.
She began thrashing her head back and forth. “I can’t take it. Oh God. Michael…please!”
I loved hearing her say my name with so much passion in her voice. I began sucking on her clit as I pushed three fingers inside of her. I immediately felt her pussy squeezing down on my fingers and I knew she was close.