I wanted to shout at Teeg for taking my mindspeech away. Shout at him even more about taking my skipping ability away. But more than anything, I wanted to shout at him for kidnapping Gavril and then holding me captive. I was so upset after only a few moments I wanted to weep. I got up and threw my glass of juice against the stone fountain nearby, shattering the glass to tiny pieces. "I hate you!" I shouted. "I hate you!" I stormed out of the courtyard, brushing tears away that I wanted to hold back.
* * *
"What the f**k happened?" Teeg was there within ticks, taking in the shattered glass and Jes' stunned expression. "What did you do to her?"
"I?" Jes had his fingers at his chest. "I didn't do anything. She complained that you wouldn't let her drink, sat down for a few moments, got up, threw her glass against the fountain, shouted I hate you twice and then ran off crying. I did nothing."
"She was shouting at you? That she hated you?"
"No—I got the idea she was talking about you." Jes leveled his gaze at Teeg.
"Fuck." Teeg started to go after Reah. "Clean this up," he said to nobody in particular, waving a hand vaguely toward the shattered glass and took off down the corridor leading to the bedrooms.
* * *
"Reah, I can break this door down if I have to." Teeg's muffled voice came through the locked door.
"Go ahead," I shouted. "Break down the door. Do whatever the f**k you want, Teeg. That's what you do!" I shouted back at him. I heard him cursing through the door. I might have shouted at him again, or thrown something at him if he'd come through the door any other way. As it is, he performed his invisibility trick and walked right through it instead.
"Now, Reah, care to tell me what this is all about?" His arms were crossed over his chest as he materialized in front of me.
I was sitting on the side of the bed—it was the spot I'd chosen to do my crying. Now he was interrupting me. "You," I stood and jabbed a finger into his chest, "are the one who brought up my mates, like they mean nothing to me. That Gavril means nothing to me. That you get to do whatever you want with me and that's supposed to be all right. It's not all right. You never tell me anything, yet you go off and tell everybody everything about me, like it doesn't matter." I was really crying now. I didn't normally do that. Was it the stress? I'd been stressed before and hadn't broken down like this. I had no idea what was wrong with me.
"Reah, you're allowing your emotions to get the better of you."
"My emotions are not the problem!" I shouted. Yes, I shouted at Teeg San Gerxon. Would it harm Gavril? I was suddenly terrified.
"Reah, I'm not going to try to reason with you right now—I don't think that's possible. When you're ready to talk rationally, then come and find me." Teeg left the same way he'd come in. I threw the lamp at the door. The base was metal, so only the shade was damaged. It did make a satisfying thump against the door when it hit. The door was dented pretty good too—my strength was coming back.
"Difik," I muttered.
* * *
I didn't talk to anyone when I got up the next morning. I made my own breakfast and then went back to bed, huddling there and reading a book on the comp-reader Jes had given me. Nenzi and Farzi came looking for me after a click or two.
"Reah, you getting dressed today?" Farzi asked quietly.
"No." I thumbed the comp-reader, getting to the next chapter in my book.
"Teeg want to hunt rogues this morning."
"Does he?" I kept reading.
"Yes. He say that." Nenzi was nodding.
"Nenzi, if he wants me to know something, then he should have enough manhood to come and tell me himself. I love you and Farzi both. I know Teeg sent you. I'm not speaking to Teeg." I went back to my book.
Farzi and Nenzi looked at one another before leaving my room quietly. Teeg hadn't come to bed with me last night, so I was claiming the room as mine.
"Reah, what is this?" Teeg was there moments later, looking like a thundercloud. I didn't say anything to him.
"Reah, get up this instant and get dressed—we have to go out."
I still didn't speak to him, but I did get up and get dressed. I walked out of the bedroom, Teeg right behind me. Astralan was waiting for us, as was Lenden. Astralan folded us to a building somewhere within the city where we stayed.
"She's not talking," Astralan said after a while. Teeg appeared to have some destination in mind but he hadn't said what it was.
"She'll burst if she doesn't talk after a while," Teeg muttered. I wanted to give him a hard elbow to the ribs. Teeg turned down an alley after we walked for a quarter click. The buildings on both sides were placed so closely together, only a small amount of sunlight found its way into that narrow space. It was quite dark there after leaving the brightly lit street behind. I could see an open courtyard farther down that was brighter, but for now, we walked down a narrow, darkened cobblestone tunnel between stucco walls reaching upward for three or four stories.
I wanted to tell Teeg he was leading us into a trap. With my training and ASD experience, I would have approached from above, just to check if there were any enemies waiting for us around either corner where I couldn't see. Since I wasn't speaking to Teeg, I moved forward until I was even with him. I missed my knife and pistol. No sounds came as we neared the open area in the alley.
Teeg may have been relying on sound to tell him if anyone was waiting there for us. I didn't rely on sound, but I did catch the barest hint of shadow. The sun was just right overhead, so when the rifle was noiselessly raised, I caught the tiniest bit of darkness cast on the ground. I snatched Teeg's wrist to hold him back. He stopped dead still. I gave him the hand signal that all ASD agents use—the two fingers up that meant hold steady where you are. Teeg didn't move. I looked up the side of the stucco wall—it had gouges in it.
Taking a deep breath, I leapt upward as noiselessly as I could, digging my fingers into the deepest and best chipped-out slots I could find. Still making as little sound as I could and hoping that the noise from the street continued, I kept climbing until I had the ledge gripped in both hands. I pulled myself over, sending the I'm fine signal down to the others. Then, ducking down and running quietly overhead, I peered carefully downward over the back of the building and into the open courtyard below.
Three men with ranos rifles were backed against the wall waiting for us. Hoping mightily that Teeg knew the Alliance fingerspeech, I ran back until he could see me well enough from overhead. I gave him the signal for three men with rifles and then sent fingerspeech, telling him I thought they were ranos rifles. I had a hard time seeing anything in the darkened alley below, so I hoped he'd gotten the message. I pointed toward the back of the building again, telling him I was going to attack from overhead.