She shook her head, refusing to admit the doubt, even to herself. Her fingers slid between them, and she took the condom from him. “My turn.” Because she didn’t like that fine edge of control he held.
Jana wanted to see the control shatter. No, she wanted him to shatter right before her eyes.
He unzipped his jeans with a slow hiss of sound. She reached for his c**k and found it thick, hard, and swollen with need. She stroked him once with her left hand, a long, slow pump from root to tip. Because she could play the game slowly, too.
She stared into his eyes. So dark, her demon’s eyes. But fire could burn in the dark. She’d seen it happen plenty of times. “Do I get a taste?” she asked.
A muscle flexed along his jaw and he eased away, sliding back onto the bed. She rose, following him, and stretched her body so that when he lay back, she was over him, right over that c**k that reached for her.
His flesh was warm beneath her hand, heated with his need and lust. When she touched the tip of his erection, a drop of moisture appeared. My taste. Jana leaned forward and licked that drop, tasting the wild blend of man and sex. Her tongue licked over the head of his cock, then slid just under that broad tip.
His hips jerked, just a bit.
Control.
The demon had it tonight.
She opened her mouth. Jana let her breath blow on his flesh, then she took his c**k inside, parting her lips around him. She sucked his flesh, moving her head in an easy rhythm, but then going faster, taking more as his taste filled her mouth. Wanting more, wanting—
“Not yet,” he rasped and she found herself on her back again, with him over her. Jana blinked, not even remembering how she’d moved. Her hands were on either side of her head, and her legs were spread open. He rolled the condom over his c**k and pushed his shaft against her.
His fingers eased beneath her back, and he unsnapped her bra. When the material fell away, he took her left breast into his mouth. Sucking. Licking. Letting her feel the light score of his teeth.
She twisted beneath him as the ache between her thighs made her shudder. This wasn’t her style. Fast, hard, she needed—
His c**k slipped inside her. One inch. Two. Her sex clamped around him.
“You’re so slick. …” His head lifted. “And f**king tight.” Another inch.
“Everything,” she whispered, demanded. “I want—”
He drove balls-deep into her. Jana came at once, a hot blast of pleasure that fired through every cell in her body. She arched beneath him as a moan broke from her lips. Zane started to thrust, fast and deep-thank you, finally!-and the orgasm spiraled longer, wilder, hotter.
His c**k stretched her, filled her sex to bursting, and the deep thrusts slid his shaft right over her clit.
Aftershocks of pleasure hummed through her body. Her eyes were open, on Zane, locked on the darkness of his stare. Brutal lines of lust etched his face, but he kept his hold easy, and he kept driving into her with those long, hard thrusts.
The second orgasm rocked through her.
“Fuck!” His control broke. He slammed into her, plunging again and again, and the scent of sex filled the air.
He froze, then a long shudder worked his body. The darkness of his eyes heated, and Zane called her name.
Jana wrapped her arms around him, held him tight, and realized she’d never felt better.
Never felt better … and never been in more danger. Because if the demon holding her so tenderly, kissing her shoulder so sweetly-if he found out about all the things she’d done in New Orleans, he’d be the one handing her over to the FBI and putting her up for extermination.
Dawn was coming. Jana lay in bed, her demon’s arms around her, and watched the trickling rays of light break through the blinds. She hadn’t slept after the sex. Neither had Zane. Guess he’d learned from his mistake before.
They’d lain in bed. He’d held her. It had felt … nice.
Weak. You’re letting yourself get weak with him.
She cleared her throat and forced herself to speak. “So what’s the plan?” She glanced at him and found his gaze already on her. “You’re not going on the run with me.” “You’re not running.”
Her breath expelled. “Well, since I’m not planning on dying, I don’t see a lot of choices here.” Not like she could just stay there and wait for the FBI to come and pick her up. Not ready to die, thank you.
His fingers feathered down her arm. “There are always choices.”
Easy for him to say. He hadn’t spent five years locked up in hell. She’d gotten out at eighteen, but then she’d just traded one prison for another.
“I need to know …” His eyes narrowed. “I need to know about the people you’ve killed.”
“Why?” She tugged away from him and rose from the bed.
“Because you’re not the cold-blooded killer you pretend to be.”
Her lips pressed together. Not that he could see the tremble anyway. She had her back to him. “Wow, aren’t you the sweet-talker.”
“Tell me about the first fire.”
Screams. Pain. Flames that burned so fast. “They say you never forget your first,” she murmured. She’d tried, but had never forgotten the sound of Greg’s screams … or the smell of his burning flesh.
“I’ve heard there’s no control with an Ignitor’s first fire.”
She jerked on her panties and heaved up her jeans. “You’ve heard right.” A bitter laugh slipped from her lips. “I didn’t even know what was happening.” Jana hooked her bra and tugged on her shirt. “I was so scared. My skin felt like it was on fire.” Her hand dropped to her stomach and pressed hard. “My gut was churning. I thought I’d explode.”
And she had.
No, he had.
Jana turned back to face Zane. She lifted her chin. He had sat up in bed, and the covers pooled around his waist. “I thought I was normal. Just like everybody else, and then the fire came.” She shook her head, remembering the taste of fear. It tasted a lot like ash.
“An Ignitor’s power hits at puberty.”
The man sounded so damn clinical, but he was right. She nodded.
“And it’s usually spurred on by an extreme emotional upset,” he said quietly.
Give the guy a freaking cookie. So he’d done his homework on Ignitors.
I killed the last Ignitor who crossed my path.
He climbed out of bed. Naked, strong. He grabbed his pair of jeans and pulled them on, then he stalked toward her. “Were you upset, Jana? When that first fire broke free, were you angry?”