“I wouldn’t say I’m terrified,” he countered. “Spooked? Yes. But I only came over to stop you from screaming.”
“And to taste my pie,” I added, winking.
“Shut it, you,” he warned, and then he went ahead and tasted my pie.
“Jesus, that’s good,” he breathed, eyes closed as he chewed.
“I know. What is it about apples and homemade pie crust? Is there anything better?”
“If we were eating this naked, then it would be better,” He grinned, opening one eye.
“No one is getting naked here, buddy. Just eat your pie.” I pointed at his plate with my fork.
We chewed.
“I feel better,” I added a few minutes later, drinking my milk.
“Me too. Not too spooked anymore.”
He smiled as I took his plate and set it on the nightstand. I sighed contentedly and lay back against my pillows, sated and less scared.
“So, I gotta ask…James Brown? I mean, James Brown?” He laughed, and I kicked him as he lay down next to me. We turned on our sides to face each other, arms curling under the pillows.
“I know, I know. I can’t believe you held it in as long as you did! I know you’ve been dying to make jokes since last night.”
“Seriously, who is this guy?” he asked.
“He’s a new client.”
“Ah, got it,” he said, looking pleased.
“And an old boyfriend,” I added, watching for his reaction.
“I see. New client but old boyfriend—wait, the lawyer?” he asked, trying to keep his expression neutral, but failing.
“Yep. Haven’t seen him in a few years.”
“How’s that gonna work?”
“Don’t know yet. We’ll see.”
I really didn’t know how things were going to go with James. I was glad to see him, but it was going to be tough to keep things professional if he wanted more. And every instinct I had told me he wanted more. In the past he’d had more control over me than I was comfortable relinquishing. I’d found myself sucked into the gravitational pull that was James Brown—lawyer, not Godfather of Soul.
“Anyway, we’re just going to be working together. It’ll be a great job for me. He wants his entire place redone.” I sighed, already planning the palette. I rolled onto my back and stretched. I’d really abused my stomach tonight and was starting to get sleepy.
“I don’t like him,” Simon said suddenly, after a long pause.
I turned and saw him scowling.
“You don’t even know him! How could you possibly not like him?” I laughed.
“I just don’t,” he said, now turning his gaze to mine and unleashing the power of the baby blues.
“Oh, please, you’re just a stinky boy.” I laughed, ruffling his hair. Wrong move. It sure was soft…
“I don’t stink. You said yourself I was April fresh,” he protested, lifting his arm and sniffing.
“Yes, Simon, you smell delicious,” I deadpanned, sniffing the air around me.
He left his arm up higher on the pillow, and I knew if I rolled just a little I could slide right on into the nook. He looked at me, raising his eyebrows ever so slightly. Was he thinking what I was thinking?
Did he want to nook me?
Did I want to nook him?
Oh the hell with it…
“I’m coming into the nook,” I announced and went full snuggle: head nestled in, left arm over chest, right arm tucked under his pillow. Legs I kept to myself—I wasn’t a total fool.
“Well, hello there,” he said, sounding surprised. Then he curled himself around me immediately. I sighed again, wrapped in boy and voodoo.
“What brought this on, friend?” he whispered into my hair, and I shivered.
“Delayed reaction to Linda Blair. I need some nook time. Friends can nook, can’t they?”
“Sure, but are we friends who can nook?” he asked, tracing circles on my back. Him and his demon finger circles…
“I can handle it. You?” I held my breath.
“I can handle just about anything, but…” he started, and then stopped.
“What? What were you going to say?” I asked, leaning up to look at him. One piece of hair uncurled from my ponytail and fell down between us. Slowly, and with great care, he pushed it back behind my ear.
“Let’s just say that if you were wearing that pink nightie? You’d be in a heap of trouble.”
“Well, it’s a good thing we’re just friends then, right?” I forced myself to say.
“Friends, yes.”
He stared into my eyes.
I breathed in, he breathed out. We traded actual air.
“Just nook me, Simon,” I said quietly, and he grinned.
“Come on back down here,” he said and coaxed me back to his chest. I slid down, resting where I could hear his heart beat. He folded the afghan over us, and I noticed again how soft it was. It had served me well tonight, this afghan.
“I love this afghan, but I have to say it doesn’t really fit your apartment—the cool-dude motif you have going on,” I mused. It was orange and pea green and very retro. He was silent, and I thought maybe he had fallen asleep.
“It was my mom’s,” he said quietly, and his grip on me became infinitesimally tighter.
There was nothing to say after that.
Simon and I slept together that night, with every light in the entire place on.
Clive and his hangnail stayed away.
Chapter Eleven
I WOKE UP A FEW HOURS LATER, startled by the warmth of the body next to me, which was decidedly bigger than the cat usually nestled against my side. I rolled carefully onto my back and away from Simon so I could see him. I could see him just fine as the lamps, along with all my other lights, continued to blaze away into the night, fighting back the evils of that awful movie.
I rubbed my eyes and inspected my bedmate. He lay on his back, arms curled as though I was still in them, and I thought of how good it felt to nook with Simon.
But I shouldn’t be nooking with Simon. Brain knew better. Nerves were in agreement. That was definitely a very, very slippery slope. And though the images of climbing a slippery Simon that immediately came to mind were far from innocent, I pushed them aside. I looked away and noticed the terribly wonderful afghan tangled between his legs—and mine, for that matter.
It had been his mom’s. Heart broke each time I thought of his sweet, timid voice sharing that little nugget with me. He didn’t know I’d talked to Jillian about his past, that I knew his parents were no longer alive. The idea that he still clung to his mother’s afghan was inexorably sweet, and once again my heart broke open.