As happened every f**king time, nothing came.
I tried again…and nothing.
Except for chilling anger that vibrated through my veins, threatening to drive me crazy.
Sighing softly, I blinked my eyes open, unsure how long they had been closed for. And blinked again, seeing the blunt in front of my face. He wasn’t watching me, or saying anything, but his arm was extended across the space between us, offering to share while he read his papers. I stared at it, wondering if it would help, temptation gnawing. From the sounds outside, the party was still in full swing, so it appeared I was going to be here for some time unless I wanted to risk going out there and be caught trespassing.
Head tilted, I slowly lifted my hand and took the blunt just as mutely as he had offered it. He took his hand back, flipping his sheets. I rolled it between my fingers, my nostrils already filled with its cloying aroma, the room so filled with hovering smoke it was all I could smell.
Well, hell. At this point, I was willing to try anything, and I had time to kill. I took a drag, inhaling heavily and holding it in as I had seen so many others do.
I instantly started coughing, or hacking, more like.
Pounding on my chest, I quickly glanced at the man, but he was ignoring me, so I turned my watering glare to the blunt. Maybe I had not done it right. The people I saw smoking the stuff never coughed. Rolling it around, I bent to ash it, studying it. It was possible I had taken too much in. Trying again, I took a slower, steadier, drag…and didn’t cough this time as my head fell back on the couch, my limbs instantly feeling a little looser, not so stiff as my shoulders relaxed. I sighed as I blew the smoke out, but I didn’t want to be greedy, so I held it across to him.
This was how the next half-hour passed.
Puff, puff, give.
Both of us silent as we shared the fat blunt.
My insides purred in warmth and languid relief by the time he ground it out. He stood from the couch to lift items from the bar, placing two glasses on the edge of the coffee table and a bottle of whiskey between them before retaking his seat.
As I poured my third glass of whiskey, I decided the guy wasn’t half bad, feeling all kinds of relaxed.
Still studying his papers, reading them repeatedly, he rumbled, “You do silence well.”
I snorted, taking another sip of my drink, my head falling to look in his direction. “And you were doing so well, too.”
He grunted. A glance at me, his eyes assessing. Back to his papers. “You’re stoned.”
Yep, I most definitely was that. “That would be an affirmative.” I eyed my almost empty glass, then filled it again. “Close to drunk, too.” I tipped my head to him. “Thank you, by the way.”
“You’re welcome.” He lit another blunt, eyes on his papers. “You must be new here, since I haven’t seen you before.” He took a drag before passing it to me. “Do you have a name?”
“Yes, I do,” I slurred, blinking at my glass as I took two drags before handing it back.
He slid farther down the cushions, getting more comfortable. “And it would be?”
“Eh.” I tilted my head back and forth, the room also tilting with the motion so I did it a few more times, enthralled by the view. “Some have called me,” a few more head tilts, “Red.”
He took a long pull from the blunt. Was blessedly quiet for a good minute. His head slanted on the couch. Finally blowing the smoke out, he sounded bored as he said, “Where are you from, Red?”
I tilted my head back to the ceiling, staring at the sparkles, which looked pretty f**king cool right now. “Huh?”
He grunted, his head tilting my way and I saw the blunt in front of my face again. “You’re originally from some place, aren’t you?”
“Ah.” I took the blunt, squinting at the ceiling to try to remember where I had originally grown up. “That would be,” oh, yes, “my mother’s womb.” Damn fine truthful answer.
He hummed, watching me take a drag. “Interesting…and after?”
I pointed the blunt at him, eyes still on the ceiling. “Your silence was much better than the twenty questions, but I’ll be a dear and play this game a bit longer.” A deep inhale since I was way past the coughing stage. “After the womb, I lived in an apartment.” I nodded heavily on the couch once, enjoying my own wit.
He refilled my glass and his, apparently finally giving up on questioning me. He became mute again as we drank and smoked. Another half-hour went by, and when he teetered grinding out our second blunt, he sluggishly stood, folded his papers, and walked — a little crookedly from my perspective — to one of his dressers, placing the papers inside the top drawer. I yawned, drinking down the last of my whiskey. The sounds outside had faded a bit, and though I wasn’t really sure how long it had been since they had ebbed, I decided it was probably time to go.
I stood.
And promptly fell hard onto my ass back on the couch.
“Ugh.” I rubbed my head, seeing him leaning heavily against his dresser, arms crossed with an eyebrow raised. “Are you sure that was only weed in those blunts?”
His head cocked. “I never said it was only weed.”
I actually chuckled, because he was right. I had only assumed. The sound was gravelly from disuse, but a chuckle was what it was. “Huh.” I stared at where the tiny bits of the blunts remained. “They actually helped.” I had essentially found…humor...and I didn’t mind it so much. He was watching me awfully hard, probably worried I was going to puke all over the place, but I pointed a decently straight finger at him, saying, “You never told me your name.”
He was quiet for a few long moments, then he said, “No. I didn’t.”
I waved a wobbly hand. “Well, that’s not fair.” Yep, I was stoned and drunk. On the plus side, I wasn’t seeing two of him. He was a bit blurry, but there was only one man staring at me.
Gradually, his lips lifted into a very small smile — like my chuckle, it looked like he hadn’t done it in a while. “Fascinating logic.” He shrugged when I stared this time. “You never told me your real name.” A quiet hum, his head tilted. “I believe you said ‘some people call me’, not ‘my name is’, even if you hadn’t used a nickname.”
I blinked. “You’re a quick one, aren’t you?” I waggled my finger at him. “Damn quick.”
His gaze roved over my face. “Can you even stand?”