Then, if she ever reached David beyond the patio, her excuse would be that she had left her fine riding gloves in her favorite fillys stall at the races, and David, recognizing them and mistrusting the rough workmen to send them after her, had brought them to her at the colonels party.
At least, that was the excuse Rebecca had invented, and those were the orders she had given David to follow. But David had been known to disobey orders, and to escape the consequences with a charming smile. He might have grown tired of waiting and left for home after all.
Normally Rebecca would not have attributed such disrespect to a servant. But David was not normal. Devoted he was not. Patient he was not, either. In fact, arranging a romantic tryst with him had been a bit like herding cats, and at several points she had been ready to give up on him entirely and attempt an affair with the son of the greengrocer, and had told David as much. That he seemed hardly moved by the threat only made her want him more.
The War Between the States had begun when they both were but four years old, and though it had not ravaged Louisville, it had been a preoccupation of the community, with threats of evacuation and concerns about beloved menfolk gone. Rebeccas father had been commissioned as an officer of General Bull Nelson and had died of a bullet to the gut at the Battle of Richmond, and her mother had slowly expired of heartbreak.
Rebecca missed her parents terribly, but she did not remember much of this period, save the sea of white tents at the Union Army training grounds on the outskirts of the city. Any parenting to which shed been subjected had come from her aloof grandmother, grown bitter with grief at the passing of her daughter, perhaps, but Rebecca suspected her grandmother was naturally acrid, for a disposition of such intensity and consistency surely was born and not made. Rebecca had found solace in sun-filled romps through the pastures playing at army and other inappropriately tomboyish pursuits with David, the son of the stable mastera friendship that would have been harshly discouraged if anybody had been paying attention.
But nobody had. And looking over her shoulder and past the troublesome white frills on her gown, she saw that nobody watched her even now as she stole away from the grand mansion with candlelight spilling from its arched windows, across the patio, into the cool night.
David stood before her, broad shoulders and slim hips appearing all the more gentlemanly tonight in her farms special-occasion finery: long jacket, tight breeches, and tall riding boots. When he spied her, he ducked behind the hedgerow, where they could not be seen by anyone stepping out on the patio for air. She rounded the hedgerow and peered about the yard on the other side. Satisfied that they would not be discovered here, either, she gazed way up at him.
He smiled down at her, his eyes tracing the plunging neckline of her gown. So enraptured was she with studying his face after days caught up in the whirlwind of balls and races, and so distractingly did her heart beat against her breastbone, that some moments passed before she remembered to greet him. Hullo, David.
Hullo, Miss OCarey. His words were the proper address to a daughter of the landed gentry from a stable hand. Indeed, his words always had been properin public at least. It was the attitude behind his voice that told her he did not consider himself her inferior. And that is what drew her to him, over and over.
What he said next was not proper at all. Would you care to walk behind the stables?
She should have laughed. Never would they get away with such a thing. A witness would happen upon them and report the tragedy to her grandmother before it could happen, saving Rebeccas womanhood and ruining her evening.
Rebecca did not laugh. David watched her expectantly, no humor in his steady blue gaze.
I would soil my slippers, she murmured, and the maid would notice in the morning. She kicked the toe of one gold shoe beyond the hem of her gown to show him.
Then I suppose we cant go far. His strong hand encircled her wrist, and he pulled her.
She looked up into his eyes in surprise, wondering what he meant.
Come with me into the bushes, Your Highness, he said. Come with me into the darkness. Isnt that what you wanted when you asked me to bring you a glove you hadnt forgotten?
Of course that was what she had wanted. But she was not prepared to admit this, much less to follow through.
He pulled. And in that instant, heat burst from her heart and flooded her bosom, splashing a blush across her cheeks and rushing in a tingling trail to her fingertips and her toes. This stable boyor whatever he had grown into when she wasnt lookingwas strong enough to take her into the bushes whether she wanted to go or not. There was nothing for it but to trip after him.
Even as she did so, he whispered over his shoulder, Im beginning to think you dont know as much about love as you claim. You seem astonished that Ive called your bluff. He stopped under a leafy bough laden with fragrant white blossoms that glowed in the moonlight.
Ill wager Ive learned as much in my boudoir as you in your stable, she countered. My maid was previously employed by the chorus linethough if you speak a word of that to my grandmother, you will find ground glass in your coffee.
He exhaled shortly through his nose. Rebecca was unsure whether this was a laugh or a sigh, because her presence tended to elicit both reactions from David.
Then he placed his fingers on her bottom lippointer finger on one side, thumb on the otherand gently squeezed as if plumping her lip to ready it. Im going to kiss you now, Rebecca. Dont scream.
Her nervous laughter was cut off as his lips met hers.
Since those long-ago summer days of play, she had considered David her dear friend. He was important enough to her that she had hidden their friendship carefully from her grandmother. But now they were both eighteen. Over the recent months, the very secrecy of their relationship had turned dark in her mind, and needful. David was a man now, she a woman pursued by others, driven toward this kiss. She opened her mouth for everything she had dreamed of and expected.
What she had not expected was Davids hands upon her bodice. They first grasped her waist, then smoothed up her back and wandered to her front. When one thumb traced her neckline, dangerously close to her bosom, she broke the kiss with a gasp.
DID I GASP MYSELF? I WAS terrified that Id made a noise while reading my own story, surrounded by my classmates. My copy of Almost a Lady stared up at me from the long table of dark polished wood, just as it stared up at the other six students seated around the table, only half the class. But none of them were reading it. Two of them whispered together, two read textbooks, two typed on their laptops. And none of them were staring at me. To disguise my gasp just in case, I took another long breath as if I simply couldnt get enough of the good, fresh New York City air. Then inhaled again and held it while I concentrated on my heart, which seemed to be palpitating.