“I’m sure you’re wondering what happened to me.” He laughed and I blushed at how clearly he had been able to read my thoughts.
“Well...”
“It’s okay.” He pulled me back to the couch with him. “Sometimes, I wonder what happened to me as well.”
“I’ve never heard a man say that before.”
“As you get older, you begin to wonder what you’ve done with your life. Who you’ve hurt. Who you’ve helped. If the bad outweighs the good. If the good can ever outweigh the bad.” His tone was deep and he pulled me onto his lap. “And then sometimes, you just want to lose yourself and forget it all.”
“Can you?”
“Forget it all?”
“Yeah?”
“No. Never.” He pulled my head down to his. “And in moments like this, I never want to forget.” I wrapped my arms around his head as he kissed me and I melted into him. I knew what he meant. This moment would stick with me forever and I never wanted to forget it. Even if I found out he was as bad as I thought he was. In this moment, he was wonderful. He was my dream guy. This was a perfect moment. A snapshot moment. It was one I would come back to in my mind and my dreams for years to come.
Greyson smelled divine and I felt myself losing myself in him as we kissed. When his lips were on mine and his hands were on me, there was nothing more important to me than being with him.
“Oh, Meg.” Greyson groaned as I massaged the top of his head and pulled the tips of his hair. He pushed me back down on the couch roughly and positioned his body on top of mine. I stared up at him and he smiled down at me sweetly, so sweetly that I thought my heart was going to break. “Stay the night, Meg.”
“I don’t want to.” I lied.
“Tonight we’ll just sleep. I just want to sleep with you.” He kissed me lightly and leaned his chest down so that he was lightly touching my br**sts without crushing me.
“I don’t know.”
“Don’t think about it.” His eyes pleaded with me. “Tonight, let’s just enjoy that we got to meet. For tomorrow may be another story.”
“What do you mean?” I frowned.
“Let’s just enjoy this moment, please,” he whispered in my ear. “It may be the one perfect moment we both have.”
“Okay.” I nodded up at him and wrapped my arms around his back to pull him down towards me closer. “Let’s just enjoy tonight.”
“And you never know.” Greyson looked wistfully at me. “Tomorrow may never come.”
Chapter 5
“You don’t have to stop.” I whispered back to Greyson as his fingers played with my belly button and stopped at the top of my pants. I backed my ass into him and he groaned as I grinded my ass into his stiffening cock.
“Meg.” He held me close. “I just want to spoon.”
“No, you don’t.” I giggled, feeling slightly drunk and continued wiggling against him.
“You know me well.” He growled and his hands reached up under my T-shirt and cupped my br**sts. “I could spend the rest of my days losing myself in your body.”
“Ooh.” I moaned as his fingers slipped under my bra and pinched my ni**les.
“Moan for me some more.” He growled into my ear. “You turn me on so much when you moan.”
“Oh, really?” I twisted my head and smiled at him, before reaching back to see how much I had turned him on.
“See?” He grinned as I squeezed his hardness.
“Yes.” I grinned back.
“I’m so hard for you.” He groaned as his hands squeezed my br**sts. “If I close my eyes, I can feel your pu**y lips closing in on my cock, so tight and wet.” He bit down on my neck. “Fuck, I want to take you again so badly.”
“You can.”
“No.” He shook his head. “Tonight has been special. I don’t want you to think it was about more than us just being together. I don’t want you to think that tonight was about sex.”
“But you don’t want more than that?” I was hoping he would provide an answer that would make the night even more perfect.
“When my mother died, my father didn’t leave the house for a month. Then he brought a different whore home every month. I’m not sure I ever saw him laugh again, or really smile a genuine smile. I don’t think he’s ever truly enjoyed a full day, since she’s been gone.” His voice was sad. “I never want my life to be like that. I never want to grow so close to someone that losing them will break me. I never want to love. I never want more than I’m willing to give.”
“I see.” My heart broke for Greyson and his father.
“So the answer to your question is that, yes, tonight is about more than sex, but no, I don’t want more than that.” He sighed. “I know that doesn’t make sense. It seems that age doesn’t make us wiser in some ways. It doesn’t make what I’m saying sound any less confusing.”
“I understand what you’re saying. You’ve been hurt.” I bit down on my lower lip. “It’s understandable.”
“I’m not a broken boy, Meg.” His fingers slipped back down my stomach and he undid the top of my pants. “You can’t fix me. Please don’t go making that mistake. Many women’s hearts have been broken, thinking they can fix me. I’m a man. And I’m never going to change.”
“I would never try to...” I gasped aloud as his fingers slipped into my panties. “I thought we weren’t going to...” I gasped again as I felt his fingers rubbing against my clit roughly. “Greyson.” I moaned, my body bucking into him.
“I said no sex, that doesn’t mean I can’t make you come.” He laughed and I closed my eyes, allowing the sensations of pleasure to occupy my mind. “In fact, I would love to make you come all night long.”
“How are you going to do that?” I whispered.
“With my fingers and with my tongue.” He laughed gently and increased the pressure of his fingers against me. I felt an orgasm already building up inside of me and I knew that tonight was definitely going to be one of the best nights of my life.
***
“Meg, Meg, wake up.” Nancy’s voice sounded anxious. “You have to go and shower now. Or you’re going to be late.”
“Huh?” I yawned and stretched. I looked around the room in confusion. I had no idea how I’d gotten into my own room. The last thing I remembered was being on the couch with, Greyson.