Chapter Nine
Alas
The next day, I drove up the lane to see only Jake’s truck in the drive, Jake in the back of the bed arranging boxes.
Boxes of Gran’s clothes.
I swallowed as I brought my car to a halt behind his truck.
That morning, Jake had called me and suggested that it might be less traumatic for me if I wasn’t around when he and the guys were working.
This was a kind suggestion (as Jake, I’d learned, was very kind) and thus I’d agreed. I then phoned Mr. Weaver to ask if he wanted to spend some time in the office, even though it was a Sunday, and I could come over and sit with Mrs. Weaver.
He’d taken me up on the offer, so as Jake suggested, I was out of the house by the time he came. Before I’d left, I’d taken the time to write out detailed notes and tape them to pieces of furniture, lamps and knickknacks that I remembered used to make up the den but had been disbursed throughout the house so Jake’s “boys” could put them where they were supposed to be.
I’d also left money so Jake could order pizza.
Now, it was after one in the afternoon and he was the only one left.
I watched as he jumped down from the bed of his truck as I got out of my rental car, slammed the door and moved to him. I did this thinking that he could even jump down from a truck in a way I found attractive. I also did it thinking that everything about Jake Spear was attractive, most especially the entirety of his gallant and candid behavior the night before, not to mention his being amusing and thoughtful.
“What’s shakin’, Slick?” he called on a grin, making his way to me.
At his words, I stopped thinking of Gran’s clothes in those boxes, grinned back and stopped close to him. “I’m uncertain how to answer that since nothing’s shaking, Jake.”
His grin spread into an attractive, white smile.
Then he did it. Reaching up a hand, he slid it along the side of my neck to the back, pulling me gently forward so he could move in and kiss my forehead.
I would vastly prefer he kiss me somewhere else, felt this desire sweep through me with almost the strength it had the night before when he performed the same maneuver, and felt it equally difficult to quash the impulse to tip my head back to give him a different target.
I managed it, but when he pulled away, he did something different than he had last night.
He slid his hand from the back of my neck to cup my jaw and kept his face close.
“It’s all done,” he said quietly.
I nodded.
“You wanna see?”
I nodded again.
He let my jaw go (alas), but caught my hand and pulled me to the house.
We made it to the door of the den and I felt something different sweep through me when I looked in to see that it appeared much like it had for the years prior to Gran making it her bedroom. There were a few things put in the wrong places and there was some adjusting of the furniture that needed to be done.
But mostly, it was as it should be.
And in seeing it, I felt relief.
Therefore, staring at it, I whispered, “Thank you, Jake.”
He turned my way with a tug of my hand indicating he wanted my attention so I turned to him as well.
He kept hold of my hand and my eyes when he informed me gently, “Got a couple boxes of stuff that wasn’t clothes. Put them in her bedroom upstairs. What I got in the truck is just her clothes, like you asked. I’ll take it to Goodwill. That’s done. You take your time with the rest of her stuff, but you need me around when you do it, just call.”
I was wrong.
Jake wasn’t kind.
He was generous, selfless and tenderhearted. He loved Gran too. This couldn’t be easy for him.
“I don’t know how—” I began but he interrupted me not only with a squeeze of my hand but also with words.
“Think we established you don’t need to say or do shit. Like I said, this is done. Move on, honey.”
I pressed my lips together and nodded.
He kept speaking.
“Now, boys had pizza and I cleaned up the boxes, the paper plates. Your trash was overflowing so I took it out.”
Generous.
Selfless.
Tenderhearted.
Jake.
“Would you like to stay for a beer or something?” I offered, trying not to sound hopeful and luckily succeeding.
He shook his head, giving my hand another squeeze.
“I’d love to hang but Amber’s lookin’ after Ethan while Con’s at work so I need to get home so she can continue to sulk in her room by herself and not bug Eath with that shit.”
I nodded.
He continued speaking.
“We’ll be over tomorrow night at six. Cool?”
“Yes, Jake, erm…cool,” I agreed.
He again grinned on another squeeze of my hand. He then leaned in and gave me another kiss on the forehead.
He moved back this time without touching me further (alas), kept grinning at me for a moment before he said, “Later, babe.”
“Um…yes. Later.”
He winked, my stomach dipped then he let me go and he was gone.
Alas.
* * * * *
Twenty-five minutes after the Fletchers left after dinner that evening, my mobile rang.
I moved quickly to it and even more quickly took the call when I saw on the display who was calling.
“Jake,” I greeted.
“Yo, Slick,” he replied. “How’d dinner go with the Reverend and his missus?”
At his words, I went still.
Good God, he was calling simply to talk.
That felt nice.
Very nice.
It felt so nice I smiled at the phone and moved to the kitchen to put the kettle on to make a cup of tea. “It was quite enjoyable. He’s a very interesting man and she’s delightful. They both cared a good deal for Gran. It felt lovely having them here.”
“That’s good, babe.”
I put the kettle on the burner and asked, “How’s Amber?”
“No clue seein’ as she’s only come out of her room once since I got home and that was to grab a plate of dinner and disappear in it again.”
“Oh dear,” I murmured.
“Usually,” he went on, “I’d get on her ass about shit like that but we eat in front of the TV so it isn’t like she’s missin’ a big family dinner. She’s also never been a big fan of football, she’s dedicated to her moping so if she’s there, the boys and I can enjoy the game.”
He enjoyed football. This shouldn’t have been a surprise considering he’d been an athlete in his past. However, it caused me some concern although I didn’t know why. I didn’t enjoy sport, none of it, and spent no time on it. Not since having to do so when I lived with my father. And furthermore, Jake and I would be nothing but friends so it wouldn’t matter that I didn’t share his enjoyment of a certain pastime.