“So…what do you slayers believe about heaven and hell?” I asked, keeping myself busy. “Do you go to church?”
“I can’t speak for the other guys, but yeah, I go to church. Me and my dad, every Sunday. You?”
“I do, too.”
We reached our destination, and he parked in his driveway. He got out, came to my side and helped me to my feet.
“Don’t be nervous,” he said. “We won’t do anything you don’t want to do.”
That was the problem! I didn’t know what I wanted to do. Now or never, I mused. “Are we official? I mean, are we together and only seeing each other?”
He paused on the porch to look at me, a strange expression on his face. “Maybe I did a terrible job communicating with you, but we have been together and only seeing each other for a while now. We just had a few things to iron out.”
Elation poured through me, potent enough to make me tremble. “Oh.”
There was a flash of fury in his eyes. “Have you been seeing someone else?”
“No!”
The fury drained, and yet, his new expression failed to comfort me. I’d thought Pops was determined about the boxing thing, but this…
“Okay, then,” I said. “I just had to make sure.”
“Next time make sure sooner.”
Inside, I managed to steal a glance at the living room before he tugged me down the hall. I’d been here countless times, but never inside the house. Only the barn. The sparseness astonished me. A brown couch, a love seat and a coffee table, but no other furniture and no photos on the walls. No vases or flowers or decorations of any kind. Wait. Scratch that no other furniture thing. There was a safe, big and black and probably loaded with enough firepower to raze the entire town.
“Your dad—” I began.
“Isn’t here.”
“And Bronx and Mackenzie?”
“Bronx is asleep in his room, and Kenz is out.”
Kenz, again. A nickname meant affection. I could have let doubts about his feelings for me—and his feelings for her—invade my mind, take root and grow branches, but I refused. No more fear, I reminded myself. Plus, I either trusted him or I didn’t. I couldn’t have it both ways.
My thoughts splintered as we entered Cole’s bedroom. He shut the door with a soft click. I looked around nervously. He had a full-size bed, dark covers and sheets. A nightstand with a book resting on top (I couldn’t see the title). A dresser. Very tidy. Very…lonely.
Without a word, Cole backed me into the wall. The plaster was cool, making me gasp, then he was pressing into me, so hot my brain short-circuited.
“Sure about this?”
“Y-yes.”
He stared at me for a long while before finally meshing his lips against mine, his tongue sliding into my mouth. The kiss was slow at first but soon sped into something wild. Would it always be this way with us? I wondered dazedly.
Somehow, my nervousness vanished and my hands ended up under his shirt, my nails embedded in his skin. I couldn’t touch him enough. Couldn’t get close enough.
Just like in the vision, my legs ended up wrapped around his waist. He leaned back, taking me with him. No longer was the wall the anchor that was keeping me vertical. Cole was.
He walked to the bed with me clinging to him like ivy. Then he was tilting…tilting…and the softness of the mattress was absorbing my weight. He settled on top of me, the kissing never pausing.
To my surprise, he never took things further. Well, not much. All we did was kiss, our hands playing here and there, high but not low. Finally he groaned, and lifted his head. His pupils were huge, swallowing all that violet.
“We have to stop.”
What? Why? “O-okay.”
“When you’re ready for more, we’ll both know it.” He rolled beside me and gathered me against him.
“What if I want to wait until I’m married?”
“Are you asking me to marry you?” he asked with a laugh.
“No!”
“If that’s what you need, that’s what you need. Never let anyone talk you out of it, even me. And I hate to say it, but I’ll probably try.”
“And I’d probably be disappointed if you didn’t.” I snuggled into his side, and he sifted his fingers through my hair, letting the strands fall back into place before capturing them again. I was pleased to note he was trembling as much as I was.
“Do you miss your other life?” he asked.
Surprised as I was by the topic switch, I needed no time to think about the answer. “Yes, but only because I miss my family so much. I wish…I wish I could tell my dad that he wasn’t crazy. I wish I could tell my mom how much I love her. And I wish my little sister was alive and well. She was the light of my world.”
“Has she visited you again?”
“No.” And despite the grimness of her predictions, I wished she had. “Her last words to me were, ‘He’s coming for you.’”
“He, who?”
“I haven’t been able to figure that out.”
Cole sat up and glanced at me over his shoulder, his expression grim. “Will you tell me about the wreck? About what happened afterward, to your parents?”
I licked my lips and forced myself to speak before I shut down like every time before. “I came to and saw my dad spotlighted by the car’s headlights. Three zombies fell on him, disappearing inside him, coming back up for air. Then I blacked out, and when I came to again, those same zombies had somehow dragged my mother beside him and they were doing the same thing to her.”
“Was he alive at the time, your dad?”
“He couldn’t have been. He never made a sound.”
“And your mom?”
“D-dead, I think. In the car, there was so much b-blood on her.” My teeth began to chatter.
“She couldn’t have walked to the zombies to try and save your dad?”
“N-no.” Right?
“We don’t have to talk about this anymore,” Cole said, returning to a stretched-out position beside me. “You’re a little shocky.”
“I’ll be okay. But why did you ask about the wreck?” Here and now, of all places and times.
There was a long, heavy pause. “The ‘he’ your sister mentioned…”
“Yes?”
“Don’t react until you hear me out, okay? But if your dad was alive before the zombies bit him, they could have infected him. He could be—”