“What kind of terms?”
“She turned over all right, title, and interest in her galleries to me. She’s relocating to Florida. And good fucking riddance.”
I press my palm against the glass, as if the coolness will ease the bite of my temper. “You don’t have to fight my battles, Damien.”
“I love you, Nikki. I will always fight for you.”
His words are heavy with meaning and ripe with passion. They knock me backward and steal my breath. “You love me,” I say stupidly.
The corner of his mouth curves up. “Desperately.”
I swallow back the knot of tears that has formed in my throat. “You haven’t said it,” I say. “Not for weeks now.”
He closes his eyes as if my words have hurt him, but when he opens them again, it’s not pain that I see, but love. He reaches for me and pulls me close. I lean against him, breathing in the scent of soap mixed with sex. It’s heady, and I want to get lost in it. Lost in this moment.
“I love you, Nikki,” he repeats. “I say it with every touch, with every look, with every breath that I take. I love you. I love you so much it hurts.”
“Me, too.” I brush a kiss across his lips, then meet his smile. “But you can’t protect me from everything, Damien. And you sure as hell can’t protect me by keeping things from me. You should have told me about Giselle. Hell, who knows what else is out there you’re keeping from me. So just stop it, okay? It doesn’t protect me, it just pisses me off.”
“All right,” he says evenly. I think that’s the end of it, but then he continues. “Sofia sent the photos.”
I have to rewind his words in my head, because what he is saying makes no sense whatsoever. “The photos in Germany. Sofia is the one who sent them to the court? I don’t understand. Why? How do you know? Did you talk to her?”
He moves away from the glass wall to the center of the room. He paces, not like a man trying to solve a problem, but like a man who already knows the answer and doesn’t much like it.
“I discovered a discrepancy in one of my father’s accounts. Small amounts siphoned off to an account that I don’t have access to. In excess of a hundred thousand dollars, and yesterday I learned that money was filtered to Sofia.”
I don’t ask him how he knows all of this if he doesn’t have access to the account. I do not doubt that Damien Stark has access to pretty much any information that he’s willing to pay for. “Why would your father send Sofia that much money?”
“Payment for her testimony,” he says. “He wanted her to testify about the abuse—same reason you wanted me to testify. But he didn’t know about the photos. She must have found them in Richter’s things. She took those, sent them to the court, waited around just long enough to make sure it worked, and then used the money to skip out of Europe.”
“How do you know all of this?”
“After I learned about the skimmed money, I had another talk with dear old dad. He told me.”
“And you believe him?”
“I do.”
I nod slowly, trying to process all of this. “Does he know where she is now?”
“He says no, and before you ask, I believe him about that, too. Sofia was never fond of my father. I can see her taking his money. I can’t see her staying in touch.”
“All right,” I say slowly. “I understand that you’re still worried about her, but this means that you can stop worrying that the pictures will turn up in the tabloids. Sofia won’t release them, right?”
“No,” he says with more intensity than I would expect. “I’m certain that she won’t ever let anyone get their hands on those images.”
“So this is good news,” I say. “You’ll find her eventually—doesn’t she always show up?”
“She does, and I may have a lead on her already. I tracked down David and his band. They just arrived in Chicago from Shanghai. I spoke to David on the phone. He tells me he hasn’t seen Sofia, but I don’t believe him. I think a face-to-face conference might help jog his memory.”
“When are you leaving?”
“Tomorrow morning,” he says.
He has stopped pacing, and I go to him, then take his hands in mine. “How long will you be gone?”
“If I’m lucky? I’ll be back by dinner.”
“And if you’re not lucky?”
“Let’s hope I am.”
Chapter Twenty-One
Since Jamie wants to grab some things from our condo, she rides in with Edward and me. The plan is to drop me by my office, then swing Jamie by the condo. Then Edward will take her back to Malibu before returning to Sherman Oaks to wait for me. While he’s gone, I promise to stay inside my office, safe behind the protection of the building’s efficient receptionist.
Cumbersome, yes, but since we still don’t know who has been sending the stalker-like messages, Damien insisted I keep the security guys, and I agreed. Still, I’m so ready for this to be over that I think if Damien suggested we go live in Antarctica for a year, I would jump all over that plan.
We pop into Starbucks on the way, mostly to get coffee, but also because I want to introduce Jamie to Monica. She’s not there, however, and so we take our lattes and head to my office. I give Jamie the grand tour, which takes about twelve seconds, and then soak up her effusive hugs and cries of “I’m so proud of you!”
“If Damien’s not back from Chicago by tonight, do you want to rent a movie?” I ask as she’s about to head out.